He was in the same situation as me, being treated like shit for his looks and being bullied at work . One time I showed him a picture of a really ugly guy and he said he would not be friends with him and probably stop interacting with him, indicating he considered himself superior to other ugly guys. Having shared my pic online before and most people having saved it, it would have been easy to ask around and see my picture though I never bothered sharing it with him. He did something similar last week, where he implied he didn't want to interact with me anymore so I blocked and ghosted him.
However, he contacted me on another account and said he hadn't seen my pic, I made him wait for a week before conversing with him again. However one of his comments to me in a conversation he stated he wasn't as deformed as me or something, which could just be due to the fact I keep saying I am hideously deformed, so I let it slide, ultimately letting him know we are in the same boat.
In fact, he's treated worse than me and never experienced being average or good looking like I did when I was younger. Recently I told him we should talk more on there or voice chat and he agreed, but all of a sudden at the end of the week, when he's off work he stopped messaging me. I gave him a day because maybe he was busy and tired from work, but he still spent time gaming on Steam which indicated he was ghosting me on purpose.
So today, I finally let him have it, insulted him harshly and attempted to break down his ego, then I unfriended him, so he can't even insult me back. Now if he wants to contact me he will have to do so through a seperate account which will be annoying for him because he hates that place. Considering this is the first time he has ghosted me, there's no chance he will contact me back.
To some extent I feel relieved but more than that I feel disappointed and depressed because now I will never have social interaction again even online. He has one thing going for him that I don't, a childhood friend and 2 childhood acquaintances, who reluctantly let him hang out with them once in a while after he begs for them to, he told me one of them even took pictures of him and made fun of his face. I wish I hadn't burned the bridges with my childhood friends but it's far too late for me to even try and reconnect with them. Also he has another online friend who I have interacted with as well, that guy's even more deformed and a pain to interact with. I tried reconnecting with him but he never accepted my friend request, despite the other guy telling me he would, later the other guy made up an excuse saying he was busy. With what exactly, he sits at home all day and has no real life friends at all. These people are absolutely pathetic but this indicates that I must be the ugliest looking out of all 3, despite having no medical diagnosis of a deformity, one of them does. It's hard to believe how bad my face has gotten considering I was average to good looking before, this is all environmental btw I suffered a number of issues that deformed my face.
Keep in mind I was tolerating his company purely because he was in the same situation as me. He's boring, low effort, unintelligent, and sometimes a pain to interact with, however I am completely isolated and don't even have online friends so yeah it sucks.
However, he contacted me on another account and said he hadn't seen my pic, I made him wait for a week before conversing with him again. However one of his comments to me in a conversation he stated he wasn't as deformed as me or something, which could just be due to the fact I keep saying I am hideously deformed, so I let it slide, ultimately letting him know we are in the same boat.
In fact, he's treated worse than me and never experienced being average or good looking like I did when I was younger. Recently I told him we should talk more on there or voice chat and he agreed, but all of a sudden at the end of the week, when he's off work he stopped messaging me. I gave him a day because maybe he was busy and tired from work, but he still spent time gaming on Steam which indicated he was ghosting me on purpose.
So today, I finally let him have it, insulted him harshly and attempted to break down his ego, then I unfriended him, so he can't even insult me back. Now if he wants to contact me he will have to do so through a seperate account which will be annoying for him because he hates that place. Considering this is the first time he has ghosted me, there's no chance he will contact me back.
To some extent I feel relieved but more than that I feel disappointed and depressed because now I will never have social interaction again even online. He has one thing going for him that I don't, a childhood friend and 2 childhood acquaintances, who reluctantly let him hang out with them once in a while after he begs for them to, he told me one of them even took pictures of him and made fun of his face. I wish I hadn't burned the bridges with my childhood friends but it's far too late for me to even try and reconnect with them. Also he has another online friend who I have interacted with as well, that guy's even more deformed and a pain to interact with. I tried reconnecting with him but he never accepted my friend request, despite the other guy telling me he would, later the other guy made up an excuse saying he was busy. With what exactly, he sits at home all day and has no real life friends at all. These people are absolutely pathetic but this indicates that I must be the ugliest looking out of all 3, despite having no medical diagnosis of a deformity, one of them does. It's hard to believe how bad my face has gotten considering I was average to good looking before, this is all environmental btw I suffered a number of issues that deformed my face.
Keep in mind I was tolerating his company purely because he was in the same situation as me. He's boring, low effort, unintelligent, and sometimes a pain to interact with, however I am completely isolated and don't even have online friends so yeah it sucks.
