Only a litlle bit longer

[Deformationalplagio]

I'm almost ready to go feeling relieved still a bit scared though but its a better option then living this way. Has anyone withnessed a sn suicide?

 

[GinaIsReady]

What are you thinking?

 

[hadenough]

Check @Moonicide, someone documented her taking SN

 

[BrokenConk3r]

Where did u buy it from?

 

[Deformationalplagio]

What are you thinking?

Hard to descripe honestly. I feel somewhat guilty for my girlfriend. I feel hopeless misunderstood, lonely and a bit jealous for people who aren't born deformed. Life is like a present thats given to people and i could only watch everybody being happy with it. Sometimes i hope there is reincarnation and a second chance but my belief in science tells me there isn't. I tried my best and lived like this for 27 years at least i can say i tried.

Where did u buy it from?

A chemical store from poland but i dont think i can give links because its against the forum rules

 

[GinaIsReady]

I'm sorry you are struggling with all this. I understand your feelings of jealousy. It's human, though it still sucks to feel negative emotions like that. Sometimes consciously practicing acceptance helps with that for me. I'm with you on the science bit and the trying bit. Whatever you are planning, good luck with it.

 

[BrokenConk3r]

I am physically attractive but I have a low IQ, I have the opposite problem, quite ironic. I feel envious of intelligent and capable people, I understand how you feel.

 

[Jean4]

Know we are all here for you if you want to talk and you aren't alone.

 

[voyager]

Sometimes i hope there is reincarnation and a second chance but my belief in science tells me there isn't.

Might be possible, but problem is it could just play out the same way again. We'll see when the time comes.

This should help for now:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/first-ever-sn-documentation.29734/

 

[Defenestrator]

I finally just bought some - the media attention on this site currently, and all the SN sellers being taken down at the moment has made me panic a bit. So I'm buying it just incase it gets much more difficult to obtain.

 

[hadenough]

Think it will get harder to get,the seller i got mine from is no longer on the site

 

[jgm63]

Think it will get harder to get,the seller i got mine from is no longer on the site

Bear in mind that listings often go offline when sellers are restocking.
That listing has gone and returned before.

 

[Shero]

I'm almost ready to go feeling relieved still a bit scared though but its a better option then living this way. Has anyone withnessed a sn suicide?

Visually no, but i read a protocol about it here in the forum.

I am physically attractive but I have a low IQ, I have the opposite problem, quite ironic.

In my opinion you have not a low IQ. I noticed it from this one sentence. People with low IQ are not self-aware enough to know that they have a low IQ.
If it didn't help, I hope it at least cheered you up a bit. I hope i didn't discredit your pain either.

 

[AlreadyGone]

Hard to descripe honestly. I feel somewhat guilty for my girlfriend. I feel hopeless misunderstood, lonely and a bit jealous for people who aren't born deformed. Life is like a present thats given to people and i could only watch everybody being happy with it. Sometimes i hope there is reincarnation and a second chance but my belief in science tells me there isn't. I tried my best and lived like this for 27 years at least i can say i tried.

A chemical store from poland but i dont think i can give links because its against the forum rules

That one line hit me so hard because I can relate to that. It is one of the reasons I want to ctb so badly. I see everyone I know being happy with their lives, but every time I try to be happy, life denies me. I have even worked hard for it and it has not panned out for me.

I hope you find peace with whatever road you choose to take.

 

[BrokenConk3r]

In my opinion you have not a low IQ. I noticed it from this one sentence. People with low IQ are not self-aware enough to know that they have a low IQ.
If it didn't help, I hope it at least cheered you up a bit. I hope i didn't discredit your pain either.

Thanks bro , it means a lot to me , but trust me i'm dumb as a fucking rock and i Made it a Lot worse with cannabis abuse And depression. I know what you are talking about that is the dunning kruger effect.

 

[Shero]

Thanks bro , it means a lot to me , but trust me i'm dumb as a fucking rock and i Made it a Lot worse with cannabis abuse And depression. I know what you are talking about that is the dunning kruger effect.

Didn't know about the Dunning kruger effect, thanks for sharing! Im sorry that you feel that way, because i do too.

 

[MsMaudlin]

I hope whichever path you take is a gentle one. Good luck ❤

 

[voyager]

Thanks bro , it means a lot to me , but trust me i'm dumb as a fucking rock and i Made it a Lot worse with cannabis abuse And depression. I know what you are talking about that is the dunning kruger effect.

Didn't know about the Dunning kruger effect, thanks for sharing! Im sorry that you feel that way, because i do too.

Me too, and it's definitely real. I'm certainly dumber than before, have mind fog and ruminating thoughts, a harder time comprehending (if at all?), my memory doesn't work, my ideas aren't nearly as creative, my imagination is poor, in fact my inner eye which used to materialise thoughts photorealistically is now just shroud. So, I guess the real question is how dumb exactly? In certain fields my thinking seems okay, whereas others it's hard to make sense. Are my opinions thought out or are they really just a bungled mess of a crazed mind? Then again I see so many people in society and position who's thoughts and conclusions seem far messier than my own.

And as always I'm rambling, something I didn't do before either, and now I'm thinking is this post even relevant, maybe they're laughing at me because I completely missed the point proving the effect...

Anyway, I agree, it takes intelligence before to realise how dumb one has become, if it weren't so, everyone would kill themselves when they discover how much more there is on the other side with a clear mind. Love this comment by @Egddios:

"Now, I feel my brain was put in a blender and things which used to come so easily to me are lost in this mental fog."

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...cause-they-feel-incompetent.27174/post-534217

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Didn't know about the Dunning kruger effect, thanks for sharing! Im sorry that you feel that way, because i do too.

Actually, the Dunning-kruger is the exact opposite. It causes low intelligence and low information individuals to believe the are often right and far more intelligent than the level of their capabilities.

 

[voyager]

Actually, the Dunning-kruger is the exact opposite. It causes low intelligence and low information individuals to believe the are often right and far more intelligent than the level of their capabilities.

Well, that's how I understood it too. Guess I'm not completely mad. Or maybe you're just as dumb as I?

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Well, that's how I understood it too. Guess I'm not completely mad. Or maybe you're just as dumb as I?

Nah, just harsh on yourself. As for me, I guess you could say I am not an idiot, but compared to what there is to know about everything, yeah, I am an idiot.

 

[S1mpleme]

Take your time, you always have right and chance to die.

 

[Defenestrator]

SN's arrived, it came very quickly.

 

[BrokenConk3r]

SN's arrived, it came very quickly.

Can you take a picture? You don't have to of course , sorry for bother u

 

[Defenestrator]

Can you take a picture? You don't have to of course , sorry for bother u

I don't want to post it on here due to recent hoopla concerning sellers disappearing due to people blabbing openly on here about their product.
Needless to say, someone has already made a thread on this particular seller and their stuff and it is legit.