Since I have no friends or have been close with my family and relatives, I resorted on using discord as a way to cope and talk. However, my inner me couldn't stop venting it actually made a few communities mad. The latest one where I thought I could be welcome as I'm as weird as I could be, just banned me. Not that it's supposed to hurt me but it felt like I was meant to be alone in all situations. No matter how hurt I am.
I feel like doing bad things with myself as I'm writing this but I'm sure I won't. After all, I'm a scaredy cat inside. A cunt if you will. If I could only put myself together, perhaps it'd be great except I can't. I feel like I can't stand up anymore.
"Coping on the server is not healthy, learn to live, socialize and.." idk, I forgot what was written before I was muted for a week and banned right after. But how am I supposed to do so if I have nothing to start with.
I think I might actually be a worthless person as I resorted to use mainly, online.
I feel like doing bad things with myself as I'm writing this but I'm sure I won't. After all, I'm a scaredy cat inside. A cunt if you will. If I could only put myself together, perhaps it'd be great except I can't. I feel like I can't stand up anymore.
"Coping on the server is not healthy, learn to live, socialize and.." idk, I forgot what was written before I was muted for a week and banned right after. But how am I supposed to do so if I have nothing to start with.
I think I might actually be a worthless person as I resorted to use mainly, online.
