One thing you need to not CTB?

[icecream]

What would need to change or happen in your life in order to feel better and want to live?

 

[Snake of Eden]

Undo my autism/mental/physical health issues and all the problems that resulted from it in the past and present which is an impossible thing to do so I will ctb because there is nothing else that will make it worth living my full lifespan

 

[FuneralCry]

For me, there would be absolutely nothing that would ever make me want to live. No matter what happened, I know I would still be suicidal. I want nothing to do with life, I am not meant for this world. For me the problem is life itself, life is just suffering. I want to be at peace, all I want is to sleep forever.

 

[icecream]

For me, there would be absolutely nothing that would ever make me want to live. No matter what happened, I know I would still be suicidal. I want nothing to do with life, I am not meant for this world. For me the problem is life itself, life is just suffering. I want to be at peace, all I want is to sleep forever.

I'm sorry for your pain

 

[trianglesplayhouse]

Be cis. I would be suicidal still but not enough to actually go through with it until I was a lot older.

 

[viniboi9]

for my autism to be removed, along with my bpd. An emotionally validating family that doesn't suck the life out of me growing up, chews me up and spits me out while they all move on like nothing happened

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

$300k Preferably more

 

[PeacefulTonic]

A time machine, or a way to fix incurable health issues

 

[blueclover_.]

Money so i can move out of this horrible country, get surgeries, get financial security, and stop caring about the world.

 

[Dystopia]

Perfect health

 

[Crimsonghost3]

As much as I would love to say my ex coming back or getting to be in my kids lives I think that would just delay it not stop it ultimately allowing more time for me to damage their lives

 

[Atraxa]

A millions pounds. I can live with my mental issues if it means I can help the ones I care about

 

[kittymagic]

For me it was getting off heroin and honestly, getting my first dog. I'm sure it sounds dumb to most but I got her when I was still strung out and homeless and wanting to give her a better life really helped motivate me to get my shit together.

 

[artificial_ineptness]

Having (enough) people that I care for who need me to stay.

 

[NMOP3PISdn]

My old life back.

 

[bed]

my mental and physical health issues to be completely gone as well as my nihilistic view on everything to change.

A societal shift in how the world works would be a big plus. Don't see how anyone can be happy working for 40+ years for just a few "good" years to spend retired when you most likely have health problems at that point.

 

[finalexit]

To become god lol too many things to fix in this existence

 

[rozzy]

perfect (mental) health

 

[Jess]

Have other better parents, erase of my past, erase of mental health issues and physical, erase of my brain damage that gave me intellectual disability

 

[Bot]

a healthy body that stays healthy

 

[4eyebiped]

A lovely companion to hold, adore, explore, and love with and/or the skillset and ability to generate a reasonable income to catch up financially so I can take care of all medical, not worry about the future and do a bit of basic traveling across all the states (I am happy visiting small parks, finding hidden subcultures, seeing antiquated shops, visiting various artisans, etc. and I live simply, so beyond medical, I do not take a lot to maintain).

 

[affinity]

My old life back.

Okay, so let's take this one step further, what do you need exactly for things to be like they were then

 

[ihatemylife]

A healthy functional body but unfortunately this can't happen

 

[KayKay]

Regular predictable sleep

Part time work (or at least 30th hours per week only)

I want more time being a Momma with my kids (in the day time!! Not middle night!!)

 

[Grumpy Bear]

To walk again. But even then I still have very significant complaints.

 

[erdbeeren]

What would need to change or happen in your life in order to feel better and want to live?

1. I never tried to answer dangerous questions like: Is there a purpose of life? Is living "the American dream" the best way to go? Is God or an afterlife real?

The answer to all of the above is no.

2. I was never born at all.

 

[thefoodispoison]

A lottery win, enough to retire. I don't hate my job but I feel like I just need more time to devote to getting better, and to doing the things that truly bring me joy. I would also be able to afford to put my mother in a good psychiatric hospital/group home, which would be a huge weight off my mind. (She has schizophrenia which is currently completely unmanaged.)

 

[dreadpirateroberts69]

Someone I love to wake up next to every morning or a belief in a higher power/spirituality. But there are so many good reasons for me to believe this will never happen that it would feel like insanity to have any hope

 

[a.uniqueusername]

A lottery win, enough to retire. I don't hate my job but I feel like I just need more time to devote to getting better, and to doing the things that truly bring me joy. I would also be able to afford to put my mother in a good psychiatric hospital/group home, which would be a huge weight off my mind. (She has schizophrenia which is currently completely unmanaged.)

That is quite the weight to bear, I'm sorry for your situation with your mother and hope it improves

 

[Samsara]

Actually feeling alive and not like a hollow husk looking for life in other people lol