Venting One of the two

[4Kumo7]

Just feeling more and more done with it
If the thing I desire doesn't happen until the end of summer, will I be able to kill myself then?

 

[tonicer]

If you have zero hope that it might happen next year. I've put all my hope on this year too but it's already half way through.

 

[HNR_]

Only time will tell and even if you do feel like you'd be able to do it, it's up to you to decide

 

[4Kumo7]

If you have zero hope that it might happen next year. I've put all my hope on this year too but it's already half way through.

Whatever it is, I hope it will come true for ya. I'm not the most optimistic person, but there are still a good few amounts of months left until next year

Only time will tell and even if you do feel like you'd be able to do it, it's up to you to decide

Yup, you're right. Thank you!