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miserywonderland

miserywonderland

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Aug 14, 2025
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i dont want to get into specifics but basically theres two paths for me and both are so unbearably it leaves me no choice but to just end jt all


feels like im cursed the way i could never be happy
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
1,113
i dont want to get into specifics but basically theres two paths for me and both are so unbearably it leaves me no choice but to just end jt all


feels like im cursed the way i could never be happy
I am sorry. I share the feeling that there are no good pathways. It's an incredibly frightening feeling. Wishing you well.
 
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miserywonderland

miserywonderland

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Aug 14, 2025
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its very frightening. never thought to describe it that way but its very fitting
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,499
I'm sorry you've had to suffer so unbearably, it's just so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I wish you the best.
 
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fedup1982

Wizard
Jul 17, 2025
632
There is no remotely easy way to die unless you live in the USA. Our governments would prefer us to suffer through long lives
 
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