One more year

[wastedyears]

I'm sick of everything. People always disparage me. They say things behind my back. They even openly insult me. When I rarely react to these insults they pretend that my reaction is unfounded. They laugh at me. They mock me. They look down on me. Even my family does this. Every time I open up to people in real life, I am met with only disappointment. I can't take this anymore. It's always been like this. I don't even have to interact with them in order for them to belittle me. Simply existing provokes them. My only safe haven is my room. If only I had enough money to escape from this dreadful place. If only I was born as someone else. I'm thinking of getting a shotgun in a year or so. If that doesn't work out I have other plans.

 

[_Minsk]

always wonder why people have to be that way, i would have a happy life now, but some people just don't care about the damage they cause, especially those backstabbing ones, hate people...