One month before you ctb with SN. How would you spend those days?

[ringo99]

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[Thisisme373]

Maybe go away on a trip somewhere, splurge on whatever you want & do what you want with no worries on hammering your savings. I've had these thoughts.

 

[lovesickness]

Eat tasty food and spend time with my family. Give my niece and nephew a billion hugs. I don't have friends or a bf/gf so I will mostly be by myself. Try to be more in nature and go for walk I guess since I'm too broke for a trip or vacation.

 

[Das Nichts]

I'd go with anything that you enjoy a d if possible stuff you ever wanted to do. I myself will do exactly the same as now: waiting

 

[yestothedeath]

Spend time in nature. Chill with my family. Listen to my favorite music. Get my affairs in order. Donate some of my savings to legit charities I like. If I could go on vacation somewhere, maybe I would.

You?

 

[AerialBoundaries]

If I had a date set in mind, the month before I would live the high life and spend all my money in 3 weeks, obviously leaving enough money behind to take care of my affairs. I've always wanted to visit Canada or Japan, so that's a possibility.

The last week or so I would spend doing things I enjoyed in my childhood, 90s/early 00s gaming and cartoons, 70s, 80s horror movies etc. I can't really enjoy the things I used to do when I was younger, but I think if I knew my time was coming, I'd take the trip back once last time and enjoy every minute of it.

Actually felt sad typing that last sentence out there.

 

[sylver]

I'd play a ton of Minecraft tbh.

 

[damnatio memoriae]

Same as I am now.

I will hopefully die in a month, due to the inability to study (untreated ADHD)
Just listen to music and eat

 

[FuneralCry]

I think if I knew that I was going to be gone for definite in one months time, and I had the reliable method all planned, I would just spend the time feeling relieved that I will be able to escape from all future suffering.
Returning to nonexistence would be the best possible thing to me as I see existence as being an unnecessary burden, it's so horrible being trapped in this decaying flesh prison with the ability to suffer so extremely, so of course the only comfort lies in death and the thought of this existence being forgotten about. I never relate to the posts on here when people have things that they actually wish to do, everything is just a tiring chore to me and is unappealing, I certainly despise existing here.

 

[StolenLife]

Same as now. Video games, books, movies, tv shows... And other distractions. I want nothing more of this horrible life.

 

[flapjax]

I think I'd give my family just a couple more happy memories and entirely honestly blow all my money and try to enjoy my time in this miserable life

 

[loyalskateboard]

Pretty much the same way I already do. I don't have the ability to go on vacation, I've left the house maybe five times in the past year to do something fun. I'd try and talk to my family as much as possible and give them some nice memories. I'd write some letters, enjoy my hobbies, eat whatever I want. Probably drink more alcohol. I don't know. Essentially the same things but with the intention of one final hurrah. I'd be happy I have a solid method like SN.

 

[cherrysquick]

i'm kind of in this position now, although i have two months left instead of one.
besides all the stuff related to CBTing (letters, ordering SN etc etc) i plan on going on a solo trip somewhere for a few days, revisiting all comfort places in my town, trying to spend as much time with my family as i can and getting drunk more often - i'm not that dependent on alcohol right now but i dislike the person i am when sober, so at least i'll have a bit of proper fun before i'm gone