One last blowout

[1Mazda16]

Visiting Vegas in the next couple of weeks for one last blowout before I CTB. Alcohlol, food, gambling, entertainment, repeat. It'll be nice for once not having to worry about losing money or gaining weight. Method is SN with nitrous as a backup. All those sorry suckers who fucked me over can all go to hell. My life peaked at age 20 and it's been downhill ever since. Not sure why I've hung on for so long.

 

[beingzettt]

Have a blast buddy!

 

[siray]

Sounds like a good time. Why gamble your money away though? You know it's all rigged, you can't win. I would smoke weed or get drunk or both, get a full body massage, get laid with a hot milf and make her fulfill all my fetishes, then do lsd or shrooms and experience the vivid trip, profound introspection and disillusionment with the nature of existence, and when the trip is over, smoke weed again and repeat this routine until I've run out of money.

Gambling isn't worth it, you'll be missing out on one hell of an intoxicating experience that drugs and sex make possible.

 

[healthrecovery]

Man thats what i would like to do..the fucking current state of affairs make me depressed..covid, geopolitics and so forth. I wish i could do drugs, have sex with someone i like but i received invega injections and suffer limp dick..i also cannot get high because it blocks all my receptors. Up to 1.5 years after my last injection

Holy fuck im missing out it makes me angry

If i were you i would get max pleasure buddy...maybe after the intoxicating experience go meditate in the woods on mushrooms or mdma before you ctb get some peace and watxh the starry sky

 

[1Mazda16]

Sounds like a good time. Why gamble your money away though? You know it's all rigged, you can't win. I would smoke weed or get drunk or both, get a full body massage, get laid with a hot milf and make her fulfill all my fetishes

You make some good points. I love video poker--I play perfect strategy and don't lose much. I'd be open to doing shrooms or mdma(never done them b4)-but I hear there are undercover cops trying to bust tourists who r looking to buy.
I thought about the sex thing(and if I saw a beautiful woman, maybe), but I find paying for sex degrading...not really attracted to milfs, either.

Man thats what i would like to do..the fucking current state of affairs make me depressed..covid, geopolitics and so forth. I wish i could do drugs, have sex with someone i like

Holy fuck im missing out it makes me angry

If i were you i would get max pleasure buddy...

Yeah, I guess I am lucky to have $ to do it. Not everybody does. Definitely will be working on max pleasure. MDMA is on my bucket list. Do they still do raves?

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is such a horrible life. I wish you the best with your plans.