Mr Myemna
Let me say words naked as flesh, tough as teeth.
- Aug 20, 2022
- 35
my mind still wanders this often, stuck in grief about how all parts of my existence is owned, where i go, what i do with my life....
i think about how easy it is to do well by other people; we know much about autism, people could treat my likes well, i wonder what they have to lose by doing that. you could start by letting us speak for ourselves rather than speaking for us, but that's just one thing and not the most important.... i think it would be wise to give up on trying to communicate with the allistics, they still have a chain on my throat; is that even a choice....
i would like to walk this path on my own volition; but i'll end up there regardless.
it is soothing to think of what will be for me. the injustice, the suffering. it would all fade like the morning mist below the golden sun. it is inevitable, peace finds a way.
i think about how easy it is to do well by other people; we know much about autism, people could treat my likes well, i wonder what they have to lose by doing that. you could start by letting us speak for ourselves rather than speaking for us, but that's just one thing and not the most important.... i think it would be wise to give up on trying to communicate with the allistics, they still have a chain on my throat; is that even a choice....
i would like to walk this path on my own volition; but i'll end up there regardless.
it is soothing to think of what will be for me. the injustice, the suffering. it would all fade like the morning mist below the golden sun. it is inevitable, peace finds a way.
