You see...SS for me is the only place and the only family I have, the only contact with the world I have.
I have no one to talk to and when I feel the need to express something, a fear, an emotion or I need advice etc ... this is the only place for me.
You are right,i know this topic has been posted more times before and I often find myself too reading the same threads running around as new members come in and ask for things that have already been discussed.
I felt the need to write my doubt here because i was very nervous and feeling very anxious and sometimes having someone that answer you helps.
With the "luck" I have
I could certanly be one of these extremely rare cases :/
Also,this is what the forum is for, in addition to discussing the methods,we can find out more about the risks that can happen based on the experiences of others that went throught it, so we are more prepared on what can happen and what can go wrong.Better knew it before and not surviving an attempt,even if these cases are very rare.
Thank you for your researches and for this information
It is true that no one can convince me that I will die 100% sure with 1 bottle of N and that I have to make the decision myself...but I needed to write down my doubt and read some answers to comfort myself.
I understand ... it's true, it can be annoying to have to always read and answer the same things but that's also the great and unique thing of this forum, having the opportunity to vent,to post our fears, doubts etc ... even if they are repetitive,it makes us feel less alone and seen,heard.
This thread in particular made me worry about the effectiveness of Nembutal.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-lethal-is-nembutal.72620/
I'm just too scared to survive because i can't fail again.
Thank you for this information
Very interesting