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- Aug 4, 2018
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By this point I'm the world's most emotionally broken record, going on and on and on about my fucking job.
I'm now on a rotation of three different types of medication to be taken at different points in the day. All to control symptoms I have as a result of my shitty job. I wish I could just quit but then I've got the joys of unemployment and explaining in interviews why I left. I've got an interview tomorrow and all I feel is dread because I don't feel good enough. This current job is dragging me into the ground and I feel worthless.
I just want someone to talk to. I hate fishing for attention but I'm really at a loose end and I feel like such a bad friend to my IRL best friend who has to put up with this every time I speak to him.
I know I'm not a special case, we're all here because we want to or are considering dying, but I'd like to think that you know how isolating being like this is. I'm just fed up of crying at night and waking up feeling anxiety the second I wake up.
I don't know where to turn to, or if I should go back on antidepressants or what. That would be another set of pills to take and this decline in my health is breaking me down.
I'm now on a rotation of three different types of medication to be taken at different points in the day. All to control symptoms I have as a result of my shitty job. I wish I could just quit but then I've got the joys of unemployment and explaining in interviews why I left. I've got an interview tomorrow and all I feel is dread because I don't feel good enough. This current job is dragging me into the ground and I feel worthless.
I just want someone to talk to. I hate fishing for attention but I'm really at a loose end and I feel like such a bad friend to my IRL best friend who has to put up with this every time I speak to him.
I know I'm not a special case, we're all here because we want to or are considering dying, but I'd like to think that you know how isolating being like this is. I'm just fed up of crying at night and waking up feeling anxiety the second I wake up.
I don't know where to turn to, or if I should go back on antidepressants or what. That would be another set of pills to take and this decline in my health is breaking me down.