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propofol
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- Jul 25, 2020
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hello guys and gals. i was planning to ctb for a long period of time. in something like 24 hours i would be dead (hopefully). i'm an alcoholic and a gambler. 10 years ago i was diagnosed with severe and drug resistant depression. morever, few days ago i dropped from an uni and my girlfriend left me. i had a previous attempt but i was so drunk that i miscalculated some things. here's the plan:
7:00 wake up call
7:30 shaving, brushing teeth, just regular shit
8:00-10:00 workout (i used to love that shit)
11:00 buying some vodka, marlboro reds and pizza
12:00-12:30 by this time i should be at the spot
13:00 starting to drink and preparing stuff. taking some benzos if necessary (i was on last year of pharmacy school so i know my shit)
15:00 hanging myself (full suspension)
and that's it. i guess there are no grounbreaking things. another drunkard with debts commited suicide. i'm not going to leave any letter and i'm leaving my phone at home. sorry for my bad english.
7:00 wake up call
7:30 shaving, brushing teeth, just regular shit
8:00-10:00 workout (i used to love that shit)
11:00 buying some vodka, marlboro reds and pizza
12:00-12:30 by this time i should be at the spot
13:00 starting to drink and preparing stuff. taking some benzos if necessary (i was on last year of pharmacy school so i know my shit)
15:00 hanging myself (full suspension)
and that's it. i guess there are no grounbreaking things. another drunkard with debts commited suicide. i'm not going to leave any letter and i'm leaving my phone at home. sorry for my bad english.