human-person
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- Nov 18, 2025
- 3
I was put on antidepressants when I was 12..13? And have been on them since. I'm 26 now.
All i can think of is that i wouldn't be able to function without them now... am i really myself? Can I ever really manage? My insurance just tripled in price and I'm not going to be able to afford it soon, thus I won't be able to afford the medication I've been on for a decade but am so horrified to go off of.
Even with the medication, I still suffer from depression, SI, SH... even when I'm feeling "good", all I want to do is SH and give up. I have to suspect it would only get worse without my medication.
I don't know where to go from here other than spend my insurance premium money to fund my exit instead.
All i can think of is that i wouldn't be able to function without them now... am i really myself? Can I ever really manage? My insurance just tripled in price and I'm not going to be able to afford it soon, thus I won't be able to afford the medication I've been on for a decade but am so horrified to go off of.
Even with the medication, I still suffer from depression, SI, SH... even when I'm feeling "good", all I want to do is SH and give up. I have to suspect it would only get worse without my medication.
I don't know where to go from here other than spend my insurance premium money to fund my exit instead.
