Discussion on jumping and how to fall

[umiii99]

I basically have no other method at the moment. The other options are complicated and there's no guarantee they'll work given I have the executive function of a drunk surgeon at best most days. I have access to a 16th storey window and an asphalt ground beneath that people don't walk around. What I wonder now is what would make it so that my I'd fall head first. Wondering if face down or up is better. If I should run to the window or stand on the ledge to let myself fall. They're all kinda silly questions but I'm an overthinker and I have to explore the littlest detail before making any choice. Anyone with similar train of thoughts when it comes to jumping?

 

[allesistgut]

i'm very sorry you've come to this point, big hug.

i also tend to overthink a lot, for me my method will likely be either jumping or hanging and i've had many of the same thoughts about jumping.

i've also wondered about the clothes that i'll wear and what effect they could have and if wearing certain things will help my body to look less disfigured, but i doubt it will.

 

[umiii99]

i'm very sorry you've come to this point, big hug.

i also tend to overthink a lot, for me my method will likely be either jumping or hanging and i've had many of the same thoughts about jumping.

i've also wondered about the clothes that i'll wear and what effect they could have and if wearing certain things will help my body to look less disfigured, but i doubt it will.

the clothes stuff has also plagued my mind. i know it's kinda useless anyway because i'll be dead, but the aesthetics of it is something i wonder about too. which makes it even sillier as i won't be some extra corporeal being witnessing it

 

[S like Siren]

I think about all these things too, when I was about to jump from the 16th floor everything was ready, I had put on some comfortable clothes and my favorite black sweater ... as for the jump ... I had knelt on the window shelf and my idea was to throw myself as if I were going to dive head first ... with my arms open as if I were about to hug someone but I think running and jumping works too ... it depends on how you feel in the moment and what you are gives the courage to jump.

 

[Pau MP]

I basically have no other method at the moment. The other options are complicated and there's no guarantee they'll work given I have the executive function of a drunk surgeon at best most days. I have access to a 16th storey window and an asphalt ground beneath that people don't walk around. What I wonder now is what would make it so that my I'd fall head first. Wondering if face down or up is better. If I should run to the window or stand on the ledge to let myself fall. They're all kinda silly questions but I'm an overthinker and I have to explore the littlest detail before making any choice. Anyone with similar train of thoughts when it comes to jumping?

As far as I am concerned, you won´t be able to control the fall. The wind, your body mass, your weight or even your clothes will determine the fall no matter what you do. One thing for sure, jumping from a 16 storey building on asphalt is one of the quickest and painless methods out there...and one of the most frightening as well. I'm sorry you´ve come to this point, a big hug.

 

[umiii99]

As far as I am concerned, you won´t be able to control the fall. The wind, you body mass, your weight or even your clothes will determine the fall no matter what you do. One thing for sure, jumping from a 16 storey building on asphalt is one of the quickest and painless methods out there...and one of the most frightening as well. I'm sorry you´ve come to this point, a big hug.

all of those factors used to scare me, being unable to control it. but you know, i have never had control in any aspect of my life anyway. what gives another event i can't mold perfectly into my expectations? 's my current stream of thoughts regarding this topic. guess i'm accepting it, embracing it.

thanks for the hug :)

 

[whatevs]

the clothes stuff has also plagued my mind. i know it's kinda useless anyway because i'll be dead, but the aesthetics of it is something i wonder about too. which makes it even sillier as i won't be some extra corporeal being witnessing it

You never know! Here's hoping for some cool stuff once we die...