Help On a rooftop right now, how to motivate myself to jump?

[certifiedidiot]

At this moment, I'm on a rooftop of a 13 story building. I can get to the edge by climbing over some glass plates, but if I do the security camera here will see me, so I wont have much time to actually do it. Please how do I overcome this uncertainty.

 

[darksouls]

no one here will encourage you to commit suicide
this is not a pro suicide forum

 

[Canto XIII]

At this moment, I'm on a rooftop of a 13 story building. I can get to the edge by climbing over some glass plates, but if I do the security camera here will see me, so I wont have much time to actually do it. Please how do I overcome this uncertainty.

Won't that hurt a lot? Please don't take any rushed decisions.

 

[certifiedidiot]

Won't that hurt a lot? Please don't take any rushed decisions.

It shouldn't hurt if I fall head first. Also I've been waiting to get access to this rooftop for a while now but for some reason I can't make myself do it right now

 

[Canto XIII]

It shouldn't hurt if I fall head first. Also I've been waiting to get access to this rooftop for a while now but for some reason I can't make myself do it right now

You can't know how you will fall. If I were in your shoes, I wouldn't attempt it.
If you can't do it, you might not be so sure about this as you think. Please don't force yourself with something like this.

 

[certifiedidiot]

You can't know how you will fall. If I were in your shoes, I wouldn't attempt it.
If you can't do it, you might not be so sure about this as you think. Please don't force yourself with something like this.

Thank you, you're right. I'll leave it for another time if I'm more certain.

 

[TraurigerClown]

Dont rush things. Ive been in the same shoes and failed miserably with SN back then because ive rushed it. Take deep breaths, close your eyes and see what comes to mind...even if you dont jump, im with you in my thoughts