Omg i had test run

[Miss clefable]

So I found a belt and had a test run wow the feeling of partial hanging rushing sensation vision going dark my body was convoluting hearing going I almost blacked out it's look I'm going to have sleeping pills after all and alcohol and then I can ctb

 

[MistakesHappen]

When will you go?

 

[Miss clefable]

When will you go?

Once the pills arrive

 

[MistakesHappen]

How do you feel about the method? It's different from your original plan, less quick

 

[Miss clefable]

How do you feel about the method? It's different from your original plan, less quick

More reliable and the feeling felt nice I need the pills so I can shutdown survival instinct

 

[InaccessibleHour]

Duh.. I'm obviously not hanging myself how I should cause it always feels my head's gonna blow up and when I do feel nice I feel pain again and I'm scared I'll flail around and attract people who'll save me and I'll be a vegetable

 

[MistakesHappen]

I hope everything goes smoothly

 

[Miss clefable]

Duh.. I'm obviously not hanging myself how I should cause it always feels my head's gonna blow up and when I do feel nice I feel pain again and I'm scared I'll flail around and attract people who'll save me and I'll be a vegetable PLZ DONT

??? I'm doing it on my boat so no one will find me

 

[MistakesHappen]

Duh.. I'm obviously not hanging myself how I should cause it always feels my head's gonna blow up and when I do feel nice I feel pain again and I'm scared I'll flail around and attract people who'll save me and I'll be a vegetable PLZ DONT

Maybe you do something wrong, if done in the right way it's supposed to be harmless.
The major problem is survival instinct, as Miss Clefable said

 

[InaccessibleHour]

Sorry I think I sounded confusing I don't want ppl to save me cause I'll be a vegetable lol

 

[MistakesHappen]

Sorry I think I sounded confusing I don't want ppl to save me cause I'll be a vegetable lol

Yap, safety is number one priority

 

[Miss clefable]

Sorry I think I sounded confusing I don't want ppl to save me cause I'll be a vegetable lol

Lucky I'm isolated then the only problem is I do have a gf so yeah need to wait for her to go away

 

[atwasoa]

I'm doing it on my boat

Cool death bro
Going with style

 

[MistakesHappen]

Do you think you have enough time?

 

[Volatile]

??? I'm doing it on my boat so no one will find me

How long have you had a boat?

 

[Miss clefable]

How long have you had a boat?

10 months

 

[InaccessibleHour]

I could probably sneak out but I'm scared somebody catch me. Wouldn't be so bad if it was just as I was opening or stepping out the door cause I could just say I let the cats in or out but if the catch and outside I'd be in deep trouble. The best idea I have is hanging from little hooks in truck then I'd have to open truck which a loud noise which wake up parents and they'd get suspicious and probably look out if unlucky. Other then this I'd have to go far away and hang a tree.. I don't have anything long enough to do it though and I wouldn't be energetic enough to do it all and I'd be clumsy and I suck these things anyway. And if somebody finds which can probably happen here cause there's people crime out night a lot I'd either be saved and a vegetable for the rest of life or some criminal shoot or unhang and I'd die a lot slower painful and in torture. No thanks lol

But I wish you the best of luck because I know with hanging you're better off

 

[Smilla]

??? I'm doing it on my boat so no one will find me

What kind of boat? I'm so jealous.

I only have a kayak.

 

[Miss clefable]

What kind of boat? I'm so jealous.

I only have a kayak.

Achilles 24

 

[Miss clefable]

Do you think you have enough time?

Yes

 

[Smilla]

Achilles 24

Nice yacht my friend.

Safe and happy sailing.

 

[Volatile]

Cut the Achilles on the boat so the boat dies too

 

[Miss clefable]

Cut the Achilles on the boat so the boat dies too

Hehe

 

[RM5998]

Cut the Achilles on the boat so the boat dies too

The captain goes down with the ship, eh?

 

[ningaman151]

So I found a belt and had a test run wow the feeling of partial hanging rushing sensation vision going dark my body was convoluting hearing going I almost blacked out it's look I'm going to have sleeping pills after all and alcohol and then I can ctb

Are you from Southampton, I live there, thought about jumping off the itchen bridge, good thing I didn't, as it is only 28 meters high, which means I would've most likely survived and became stuck in wheelchair or even worse, a bed.

 

[Smilla]

The captain goes down with the ship, eh?

Always. Never ever let a fellow sailor die. First rule of the seas.

 

[Miss clefable]

Are you from Southampton, I live there, thought about jumping off the itchen bridge, good thing I didn't, as it is only 28 meters high, which means I would've most likely survived and became stuck in wheelchair or even worse, a bed.

Yes and I've changed it

 

[lv-gras]

you want someone to set the boat adrift after so you can have that style of funeral?

 

[RM5998]

you want someone to set the boat adrift after so you can have that style of funeral?

Why not just go all the way and have a Viking funeral?

 

[Synthroz]

Hope you find you're peace with this method.