Ok........didn't go as planned

[DeathIsTheWayOut99]

Dad didnt talk to me. Just talked to my brother. What a fucker. He doesn't love his daughter. Probably me CTBing would get him off

Figure id go to my school and look into housing. But has to be single dorms. Anything else and ill walk out and jump off the nearest bridge

Sometimes I think about hurting my dad. That fucker would rather watch a 22 year old be abused by a 15 year old. I should kick my dad in the nuts. Leave in his suicide note "you made me die you fucker. hope youre happy" fucking bitch

 

[Ghost2211]

Sorry to hear it went bad. Not super surprised though..... I hope housing at school works out.

 

[Arthaniel]

Bad parrent can destroy life... I had sadistic psycho. He always treat me like grown man. He beat me, like grown person, when i was 7

 

[LonelyDude15]

Hope you're doing okay

 

[DeathIsTheWayOut99]

Bad parrent can destroy life... I had sadistic psycho. He always treat me like grown man. He beat me, like grown person, when i was 7

Woah. my dad isnt that sadistic. He just is a whim. Needs to beat the shit out of my brother.

 

[Buffy5120]

Dad didnt talk to me. Just talked to my brother. What a fucker. He doesn't love his daughter. Probably me CTBing would get him off

Figure id go to my school and look into housing. But has to be single dorms. Anything else and ill walk out and jump off the nearest bridge

Sometimes I think about hurting my dad. That fucker would rather watch a 22 year old be abused by a 15 year old. I should kick my dad in the nuts. Leave in his suicide note "you made me die you fucker. hope youre happy" fucking bitch

Wheres ur mom

 

[DeathIsTheWayOut99]

Wheres ur mom

Died a year ago by cancer but she was horribly abusive. id say compared to my dad she was the worst by a long shot

 

[Buffy5120]

Died a year ago by cancer but she was horribly abusive. id say compared to my dad she was the worst by a long shot

Im sorry to hear that im going through something similar as you are with my dad...my mom died when i was 11 im 24 now but yeah ugh man i just wish assisted suicide was legal sorry for getting of topic we all deserve to ctb life is so shitty

 

[DeathIsTheWayOut99]

Im sorry to hear that im going through something similar as you are with my dad...my mom died when i was 11 im 24 now but yeah ugh man i just wish assisted suicide was legal sorry for getting of topic we all deserve to ctb life is so shitty

No of course. ugh my dad pisses me off with his passive crap he needs a back bone

 

[boredtodeath]

No of course. ugh my dad pisses me off with his passive crap he needs a back bone

kick him to a pulp tbh

 

[Deleted member 23009]

I would say calm yourself and collect your emotions before you do anything rash that you might regret. It's a shit situation tho so i get your frustration :/

 

[DeathIsTheWayOut99]

kick him to a pulp tbh

right? not a bad option.

btw my dad never talked to me so bitch ass doesn't love me

 

[k75]

I don't think that means he doesn't love you. You've said before you get mad when he tries to talk to you, so maybe he doesn't feel like he can? Or maybe he doesn't know you want him to?

You'd mentioned possibly going into an inpatient program to get away. Is this no longer an option?

 

[DeathIsTheWayOut99]

I don't think that means he doesn't love you. You've said before you get mad when he tries to talk to you, so maybe he doesn't feel like he can? Or maybe he doesn't know you want him to?

You'd mentioned possibly going into an inpatient program to get away. Is this no longer an option?

I mean I feel most parents would know what to do with an out of control abusive 15 year old but nope. nobody gives a shit about how this kids abuses me

 

[k75]

That's actually a really difficult age to control, and I think most parents struggle. My son wasn't an abusive teenager, but we definitely had a period where I couldn't control anything and had no clue what to do.

I think if your dad knows what's going on, he needs to do more to protect you, though. It's sad that this is happening.

Again, what happened to your other plans?

 

[grungeCat]

It's terribly unfair your father is such a douche. Absolutely nobody deserves to be bullied in such awful way. I always wonder how a parent can love only one child of two. It's an extremely sadistic way to hurt someone.

 

[DeathIsTheWayOut99]

That's actually a really difficult age to control, and I think most parents struggle. My son wasn't an abusive teenager, but we definitely had a period where I couldn't control anything and had no clue what to do.

I think if your dad knows what's going on, he needs to do more to protect you, though. It's sad that this is happening.

Again, what happened to your other plans?

CTB might be

anyways, yeah my dad knows what is going on and all he told me to do was "calm down and leave the house to escape your brother"

fucking idiot

 

[Frauw]

"Family" are just people you're born predisposed to. Real family is what you make it.