Oh my god it's here!

[BipolarGuy]

I only posted yesterday about it arriving in my country since the tracking only updated yesterday to tell me this.

But it has been delivered today!
Two vacuum sealed bags like the one in the picture.
100g total. So I effectively have a spare vaccum sealed bag of 50g.

God damn I'm going to have to start making arrangements fast!
I didn't expect it to be delivered so soon.

The person I purchased it from sent me another package that hasn't been delivered yet - I have no idea what is in the second package.

Moderators:
Just to be clear, I am not about to do something.
I don't want to log on later only to find that I've been mysteriously banned and my name crossed off.
I know there have been a few people who have had their name crossed off very swiftly recently, but let's not go for 2 weeks prior to the event, please!

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

This is so surreal for me. Please don't go without saying goodbye. You will be missed, this place won't be the same without you.

 

[BipolarGuy]

This is so surreal for me. Please don't go without saying goodbye. You will be missed, this place won't be the same without you.

Thank you so much.
I thought I'd be waiting for at least another week, if not two, before delivery.
So I'm going to have to pretend it hasn't been delivered yet until I make arrangements and sort a few things out.

 

[clayp]

Mine is the same but came in a little sealed plastic jar.

 

[Ghost2211]

Grats, it's an awesome feeling when it arrives. I'm going to miss you. Make sure to say goodbye

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Thank you so much.
I thought I'd be waiting for at least another week, if not two, before delivery.
So I'm going to have to pretend it hasn't been delivered yet until I make arrangements and sort a few things out.

Now that you have it, you know that you have your one way ticket to oblivion and the option to take it. Are you relieved? Funnily enough, some people (myself included) have postponed their ctb when they got the means to do it. I've had my SN for 3 months, just knowing I can take it anytime gives me strength to go through another day.

 

[Drowning fish]

Man, you will be missed, I'm not looking forward to see you gone but I wish you will have a peaceful death :(
I don't know why mine still isn't here yet, I ordered before you from the Ukrainian seller. I'm scared the border patrol opens it and ask me weird questions.

 

[BipolarGuy]

Grats, it's an awesome feeling when it arrives. I'm going to miss you. Make sure to say goodbye ❤

I'll send PMs a day or so before to tell people in advance that I'll be uploading my last thread the following day.

I'll certainly upload a 'goodbye' thread but I'm unsure if I'll continue to be active on it up until the end because I have considered destroying my phone along with my laptop.

 

[Ghost2211]

I'll send PMs a day or so before to tell people in advance that I'll be uploading my last thread the following day.

I'll certainly upload a 'goodbye' thread but I'm unsure if I'll continue to be active on it up until the end because I have considered destroying my phone along with my laptop.

I would just turn them off and hide them somewhere incase you wake up. It would suck to have to replace them. Hope for the best prepare for the worst.

 

[BipolarGuy]

Now that you have it, you know that you have your one way ticket to oblivion and the option to take it. Are you relieved? Funnily enough, some people (myself included) have postponed their ctb when they got the means to do it. I've had my SN for 3 months, just knowing I can take it anytime gives me strength to go through another day.

One way ticket to oblivion?
What do you mean?

I read that SN is used for curing?
I ordered it to treat my depression in the hope that it would cure it.
How effective is it likely to be?

I would just turn them off and hide them somewhere incase you wake up. It would suck to have to replace them. Hope for the best prepare for the worst.

But where?
In a bag somewhere in a secluded part of the forest?

 

[Ghost2211]

But where?
In a bag somewhere in a secluded part of the forest?

Can't it be with you if it's off? I know find my phone doesn't work if it's off or dead.

 

[BipolarGuy]

Can't it be with you if it's off? I know find my phone doesn't work if it's off or dead.

I wouldn't want phone or computer being examined, hence why I am considering destroying them.
Nothing on them that shouldn't be, I just value my privacy.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

One way ticket to oblivion?
What do you mean?

I read that SN is used for curing?
I ordered it to treat my depression in the hope that it would cure it.
How effective is it likely to be?

I believe it will cure your depression.
I will miss your sense of humor.

 

[BipolarGuy]

For info, I already have prescription grade medications to assist:

Pregabalin (anti-anxiety), obtained by prescription to assist with anxiety.
I have about 2 full packets (not strips) of these.

Metoclopramide (anti-sickness), obtained from A&E department when I had food poisoning.
I have about 1.5 full packets (not strips) of these.

Codeine (heavy duty pain medication), again obtained from A&E when I had food poisoning.
About half a packet.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Did you get food poisoning in order to obtain Meto and Codeine?

 

[infinitelove]

There's nothing like that peace of mind once it arrives, knowing the basic human right of leaving this world at the time of your choosing is now in your reach. Happy for you:)

 

[BipolarGuy]

Did you get food poisoning in order to obtain Meto and Codeine?

Lol no.
I had food poisoning when I ate Chinese takeaway.

I ordered bat.
I then came down with an illness...

 

[Ghost2211]

Lol no.
I had food poisoning when I ate Chinese takeaway.

I ordered bat.
I then came down with an illness...

Will you document your rabies progression?

 

[Lilacmoon]

Good luck and farewell. I hope everything work as you want it to.

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

Lol no.
I had food poisoning when I ate Chinese takeaway.

I ordered bat.
I then came down with an illness...

Did you get depression from eating that bat or some other illness?

 

[BipolarGuy]

I wouldn't want phone or computer being examined, hence why I am considering destroying them.
Nothing on them that shouldn't be, I just value my privacy.

@RoseyBird I feel a duty to protect people from consequences.
For instance innocent people on this site, but also the individual I purchased it off who runs a completely legitimate business.

Just thought I would clarify the above.

 

[Ghost2211]

@RoseyBird I feel a duty to protect people from consequences.
For instance innocent people on this site, but also the individual I purchased it off who runs a completely legitimate business.

Just thought I would clarify the above.

I feel you. Mostly just a thought about potential future.

 

[GoneGoneGone]

Hugs, you will be missed, alongside your sense of humor. Do you not feel like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders, knowing that you have this option now?

 

[BipolarGuy]

Hugs, you will be missed, alongside your sense of humor. Do you not feel like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders, knowing that you have this option now?

I don't feel anything now that it has arrived.
I don't feel 'powerful' or 'better' as others have said they felt.

I do feel relieved that it has been delivered though due to no updates on tracking for 10 days or so.

 

[TheQ22]

I don't feel anything now that it has arrived.
I don't feel 'powerful' or 'better' as others have said they felt.

I do feel relieved that it has been delivered though due to no updates on tracking for 10 days or so.

Well I feel strange, while I'm totally pro choice - I just really don't want you to go.

I don't know, just being here and feeling like there's a connection to people that might then disappear is kind of weird.

 

[Pharmaruined]

Lol no.
I had food poisoning when I ate Chinese takeaway.

I ordered bat.
I then came down with an illness...

Bat? Well u won't ctb from covid.. it's been proven statistically insignificant in that arena :)

good luck my friend.. didn't really get a chance to know u, but I know the next destination deserves you more and vice versa

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i'll miss your posts, but i wish you the best when your time comes.

 

[esse_est_percipi]

Is it from craft site?
Will you test it to make sure it's pure enough?

 

[BipolarGuy]

Is it from craft site?
Will you test it to make sure it's pure enough?

From craft site yes.
No I won't be testing it.