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sivvie

sivvie

Wanderer
Aug 23, 2021
84
Hi friends! I have everything I need now, and I'm preparing to go. Just waiting for the day I'll be home alone for a few hours.

I'm so glad I found this website, because I was so desperate that I was seriously considering drowning or jumping in front of traffic. I get to die peacefully and without traumatizing someone else now.

So many of you have been so supportive and kind, and I wish the forums didn't have to become like this. It's alright though. I'll see you all on the other side soon! I'm excited and nervous, I don't want to fail. I want to make it out of this misery. I'm ready to leave everything behind.

Thank you for reading, and I hope you're doing alright. <3
 
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Depressed Cat

Depressed Cat

Mage
Jan 4, 2022
567
I hope you've thought it out carefully and prepared everything required before you decide to take the final step.

It's sad that it had to come to this, but the world is a fucked up place and there isn't enough support or understanding or care for people like us.

Take care. I wish you the best on your journey and I hope you find everlasting peace.
 
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sivvie

sivvie

Wanderer
Aug 23, 2021
84
I hope you've thought it out carefully and prepared everything required before you decide to take the final step.

It's sad that it had to come to this, but the world is a fucked up place and there isn't enough support or understanding or care for people like us.

Take care. I wish you the best on your journey and I hope you find everlasting peace.
I've done the best I could in preparing, there's nothing I can do more.

Thank you so much for being so kind :)
 
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GentleJerk

GentleJerk

Carrot juice pimp.
Dec 14, 2021
1,372
While I am so sorry that you are going through this, I'm glad that you have been able to avoid something worse. You seem so accepting and graceful in the face this, it's inspirational.

You deserve all the best my friend, and may all your wishes and needs be fulfilled here and hereafter.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
Im sorry it's come to this, i hope you find peace when your time comes.
 
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Conflict3d

Conflict3d

Member
May 11, 2021
37
Wish you the best on your journey. Save us a spot wherever you're going ❤️‍🩹
 
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AlexKy

AlexKy

Member
Dec 16, 2021
78
Safe journey, and my best wishes! I hope I'll get there soon as well!
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
I'm so sorry that you've reached a point where you've determined that CTB is your only course of action, but I completely understand where you're coming from. I hope that it's not distressing and that you no longer have to suffer. I wish there were something I could say to heal your wounds, but since I'm in a similar boat I know of nothing. From what I've seen of you on here you are a dear soul & I'll keep you in my heart. :heart:
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
@sivvie, Don't forget to put two pennies in your pocket before you Check Out! So you can pay the ferryman to take you over the River Styx or You'll be stuck in Limbo! Good Journey, l wish and hope that you find the peace you seek! 💰
 
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Noctis

Noctis

I wish I'd done it years ago
Dec 15, 2021
308
I'm sorry life hasn't been kind to you. I wish there was another way, but I hope you find the peace you're searching for.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
it is always sad to hear about someone going through with it but that's life. I hope you find peace.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,521
We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, nobody should have to resort to traumatic methods that can fail. I can imagine that it must be a relief to be able to have a way to exit peacefully. Whatever happens, I wish you the best. I would also like to be free from all misery, it can be very horrible being alive.
 
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Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Warlock
Aug 5, 2021
776
Good luck, I hope you find what you need.
 
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sivvie

sivvie

Wanderer
Aug 23, 2021
84
@sivvie, Don't forget to put two pennies in your pocket before you Check Out! So you can pay the ferryman to take you over the River Styx or You'll be stuck in Limbo! Good Journey, l wish and hope that you find the peace you seek! 💰
aww, now i have to! i'll make sure to do that hahah thanks for the reminder!
 
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sadpinky

Stargazer
Jun 10, 2021
202
Mind if we ask your method?
Safe travels
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
I am so sad you are at this point. Nonetheless, I hear the hope in your tone - that longing for peace. It's inspiring and I hope you find that peace in whatever way makes you happiest. In your final moments, whenever those are, I hope you feel that peace, and you feel comfort and love from all of us here.
 
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