Of detachment out of reality

[absolomonisgone]

In this journey of being resolute towards death, I decided to listen to Mozart, Beethoven, Schubert, etc.
The music is very soothing. I'm no longer angry and bitter and hateful as I always am. I can't even seem to get drunk enough to be in my element of anger, bitterness and hatred for myself, God, government, corporates , etc.
Maybe I should listen to classical music more often and may just decide to stay alive.
BUT NO.
I must face my

 

[leftdreaming]

I too find classical music soothing, do you have any recommendations?

I'm sorry that you feel this way, life sometimes feels like an endless cycle of hope being found and taken, whether it be from others or ourselves. I am however glad to hear that you found something that soothes you and gives you a bit of time to breathe in between all this suffering.

 

[jazzcat]

I think whatever makes you feel better is worth pursuing, after all committing suicide is the most extreme decision you can ever make, I hope you explore all other options beforehand

I also love classical music, what's your favorite song?