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[alwaysdopesick]

really racking my brains for relatively painless ways to ctb. I don't have access to strong opiates rn, but if I can get some odsmt and mix it with a massive dose of benzos, then, once I'm barely able to function from the drugs, I will hang myself in my closet. not sure when I'll do this, I want to clean my room thoroughly, other than that, I'm ready, hopefully it's my ticket out, even though it might be painful for just a little bit.

 

[Someone123]

really racking my brains for relatively painless ways to ctb. I don't have access to strong opiates rn, but if I can get some odsmt and mix it with a massive dose of benzos, then, once I'm barely able to function from the drugs, I will hang myself in my closet. not sure when I'll do this, I want to clean my room thoroughly, other than that, I'm ready, hopefully it's my ticket out, even though it might be painful for just a little bit.

I can't help but wonder why you want to clean your room thoroughly. :)

 

[Lone_Gray_Wolf]

You sound decided, please make sure to be aware of what you will be doing and to have previous experience or at least an idea, so you don't have to figure everything out when you are barely able to function on all those substances.

 

[alwaysdopesick]

I can't help but wonder why you want to clean your room thoroughly. :)

I really don't know, just want everything to be fresh and clean, will probably be doing this is in my room when everyone is asleep. the way my room looks now is horrific enough, I'm so sorry to the family member or hopefully police that find me.

 

[Someone123]

Honestly, if you live in a house with other people and you hang yourself in a closet while they are there, what will likely happen is that after you pass out within a minute or so your arms and legs will start swinging around and will start banging into things- walls or doors or whatever else - and making enough noise that someone will investigate and pull you down long before there is any damage. Then, depending on where you live, you'll probably go to a psych hospital for a while. Your arms and legs will swing around a lot after you pass out and this movement is from them trying to get oxygen however they can.

 

[alwaysdopesick]

Honestly, if you live in a house with other people and you hang yourself in a closet while they are there, what will likely happen is that after you pass out within a minute or so your arms and legs will start swinging around and will start banging into things- walls or doors or whatever else - and making enough noise that someone will investigate and pull you down long before there is any damage. Then, depending on where you live, you'll probably go to a psych hospital for a while. Your arms and legs will swing around a lot after you pass out and this movement is from them trying to get oxygen however they can.

I will be on several heavy sedatives but I understand your point. a cheap hotel, or maybe even a nice hotel would be an option as well. some subtle changes to my note will cover that if it comes down to it, I'd hate to have a family member find me. but being in the comfort of my home might make everything easier.

You sound decided, please make sure to be aware of what you will be doing and to have previous experience or at least an idea, so you don't have to figure everything out when you are barely able to function on all those substances.

the plan is to chug benzos, wait a few minutes, get into position, inject maybe lethal dose of a weak opiate, and hang myself within minutes. I can shoot up like a master and dont think I'll have a problem doing that while standing up with a rope around my neck.

 

[CallOfTheVoid112]

Where are you? Anywhere near Ohio? I just literally posted in partners mega thread looking for Same things.

 

[Someone123]

If it was me trying this I would try for a window when no one else is going to be in the house for an hour, if possible.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.