• UK users: Due to a formal investigation into this site by Ofcom under the UK Online Safety Act 2023, we strongly recommend using a trusted, no-logs VPN. This will help protect your privacy, bypass censorship, and maintain secure access to the site. Read the full VPN guide here.

  • Hey Guest,

    Today, OFCOM launched an official investigation into Sanctioned Suicide under the UK’s Online Safety Act. This has already made headlines across the UK.

    This is a clear and unprecedented overreach by a foreign regulator against a U.S.-based platform. We reject this interference and will be defending the site’s existence and mission.

    In addition to our public response, we are currently seeking legal representation to ensure the best possible defense in this matter. If you are a lawyer or know of one who may be able to assist, please contact us at admin@sanctioned-suicide.net.

    Read our statement here:

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC): 34HyDHTvEhXfPfb716EeEkEHXzqhwtow1L
    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8
alwaysdopesick

alwaysdopesick

Member
Oct 19, 2021
61
really racking my brains for relatively painless ways to ctb. I don't have access to strong opiates rn, but if I can get some odsmt and mix it with a massive dose of benzos, then, once I'm barely able to function from the drugs, I will hang myself in my closet. not sure when I'll do this, I want to clean my room thoroughly, other than that, I'm ready, hopefully it's my ticket out, even though it might be painful for just a little bit.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: patheticpartner and Beeper
S

Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
really racking my brains for relatively painless ways to ctb. I don't have access to strong opiates rn, but if I can get some odsmt and mix it with a massive dose of benzos, then, once I'm barely able to function from the drugs, I will hang myself in my closet. not sure when I'll do this, I want to clean my room thoroughly, other than that, I'm ready, hopefully it's my ticket out, even though it might be painful for just a little bit.
I can't help but wonder why you want to clean your room thoroughly. :)
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: patheticpartner
Lone_Gray_Wolf

Lone_Gray_Wolf

Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
263
You sound decided, please make sure to be aware of what you will be doing and to have previous experience or at least an idea, so you don't have to figure everything out when you are barely able to function on all those substances.
 
  • Like
  • Love
Reactions: patheticpartner, Beeper and Someone123
alwaysdopesick

alwaysdopesick

Member
Oct 19, 2021
61
I can't help but wonder why you want to clean your room thoroughly. :)
I really don't know, just want everything to be fresh and clean, will probably be doing this is in my room when everyone is asleep. the way my room looks now is horrific enough, I'm so sorry to the family member or hopefully police that find me.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: patheticpartner
S

Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
Honestly, if you live in a house with other people and you hang yourself in a closet while they are there, what will likely happen is that after you pass out within a minute or so your arms and legs will start swinging around and will start banging into things- walls or doors or whatever else - and making enough noise that someone will investigate and pull you down long before there is any damage. Then, depending on where you live, you'll probably go to a psych hospital for a while. Your arms and legs will swing around a lot after you pass out and this movement is from them trying to get oxygen however they can.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: patheticpartner
alwaysdopesick

alwaysdopesick

Member
Oct 19, 2021
61
Honestly, if you live in a house with other people and you hang yourself in a closet while they are there, what will likely happen is that after you pass out within a minute or so your arms and legs will start swinging around and will start banging into things- walls or doors or whatever else - and making enough noise that someone will investigate and pull you down long before there is any damage. Then, depending on where you live, you'll probably go to a psych hospital for a while. Your arms and legs will swing around a lot after you pass out and this movement is from them trying to get oxygen however they can.
I will be on several heavy sedatives but I understand your point. a cheap hotel, or maybe even a nice hotel would be an option as well. some subtle changes to my note will cover that if it comes down to it, I'd hate to have a family member find me. but being in the comfort of my home might make everything easier.
You sound decided, please make sure to be aware of what you will be doing and to have previous experience or at least an idea, so you don't have to figure everything out when you are barely able to function on all those substances.
the plan is to chug benzos, wait a few minutes, get into position, inject maybe lethal dose of a weak opiate, and hang myself within minutes. I can shoot up like a master and dont think I'll have a problem doing that while standing up with a rope around my neck.
 
Last edited:
  • Hugs
Reactions: patheticpartner and Someone123
CallOfTheVoid112

CallOfTheVoid112

Love. Leave. Rinse. Repeat
Feb 22, 2021
46
Where are you? Anywhere near Ohio? I just literally posted in partners mega thread looking for Same things.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: patheticpartner
S

Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
If it was me trying this I would try for a window when no one else is going to be in the house for an hour, if possible.
 
  • Like
Reactions: patheticpartner
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,115
I wish you the best with your plans. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: patheticpartner

Similar threads

polarcrow_
Replies
27
Views
2K
Suicide Discussion
sadtrumpet
S
C
Replies
14
Views
1K
Suicide Discussion
calebzz1
C
F
Replies
12
Views
554
Offtopic
JesiBel
JesiBel
R
Replies
15
Views
1K
Suicide Discussion
Raner
R