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Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty.
- Mar 11, 2022
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I'm disciplined in regard to certain things. I can sometimes choose my obsessions and the ocd just reinforces it.
I suppose that is progress lol. But I'd call it progress due to the fact I feel my life is nearing its end. Ocd only makes sense if you want to live. It's like an extreme form of defense in order to maintain one's equilibrium in life.When you first joined, you said it would be nearly impossible to find a woman who you could cope having sex with, due to the ocd, you would require an extremely clean girl who has a shower after every time she goes to the toilet and every time before sex. Then recently started talking about wanting sex with a different hooker every day. It sounds like you've made progress with the ocd at any rate, so that's good.
It can be crippling for some. My friend has severe ocd, and cant leave his house without triple checking every lock, and filling up his bath tub to put his ash trays in, because he's worried the house might burn down etc.
Yeah I'm not overweight either. In a country that mostly is, I feel proudPartly I am also extremely disciplined. It can decrease my life quality too. Though beig conscientious can also be an advantage. After all OCD decreases my life quality. Though it also gives me some sort of self-esteem if I succeed with my obsessions.
Like for example being thin. I am proud that I can regulate my weight that well.