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Rukia
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- Jun 3, 2019
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My mother didnt respond to my sms I am already ruminating she died in a car accident (my parents are returning from vacation right now ) Anybody can relate?
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When I was a child, I vividly remember being paralyzed by fear when my mother wouldn't come home when she was supposed to, which was often. Even after the odd school event I went to, when she was supposed to pick me up, and then didn't show up, I'd be waiting and wondering if she was dead somewhere.
We're now estranged, but the thought of her induces a panic feeling even now, and I'm 36.
Yeah,@littlelady856 if I may ask, do you obsess especially about angry exchanges? I think I tend to avoid confrontation often for the fear of obsessing further about it constantly...
The fear is present even on SS...I am obsessing about having no replies to threads, no immediate responses to PMs ...:(
Sometimes I fear I am too sick even for this forum lol...I am so ashamed to admit this...
Nobody is perfect.....i guess is common for the people here to be addicted to the forum...