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Nurse T
Student
- Aug 23, 2020
- 100
Hey so some of you may seen my post about SN getting cancelled, Iv now re-ordered through different site and payed through PayPal.
however! Some of you may remember last week I was a bit irrational and took an OD not to die but just to get peace! However I also Self harmed on my abdomen and stupidly put a metal pin in it as I thought mayb I could get sepsis instead! It is now infected but this isn't the way I want to go!
that was irrational and now I have thought rationally and properly about it, I have all the stuff for SN method just waiting for the SN to arrive as final piece. I'm just now terrified if I get taken to Physical hospital, they may become more involved and the possibility of SN method would be difficult. I'm having horrendous time at home and work as most of you have read previously.
And I know it was stupid so please no condescending remarks I am nurse and fully aware of my predicament, but just need some just advice with no judgement on how I can deal with my wound without alerting suspicion. I have tried basic wound packing and dressings but it is oozing so much!! Not sure what to do???
however! Some of you may remember last week I was a bit irrational and took an OD not to die but just to get peace! However I also Self harmed on my abdomen and stupidly put a metal pin in it as I thought mayb I could get sepsis instead! It is now infected but this isn't the way I want to go!
that was irrational and now I have thought rationally and properly about it, I have all the stuff for SN method just waiting for the SN to arrive as final piece. I'm just now terrified if I get taken to Physical hospital, they may become more involved and the possibility of SN method would be difficult. I'm having horrendous time at home and work as most of you have read previously.
And I know it was stupid so please no condescending remarks I am nurse and fully aware of my predicament, but just need some just advice with no judgement on how I can deal with my wound without alerting suspicion. I have tried basic wound packing and dressings but it is oozing so much!! Not sure what to do???