Nothing is fun

[Prime0]

Nothing is really fun, at least "that" fun, it would be video games and music for me but after a while they become boring too, our brain is designed to be motivated not to be satisfied, when a desire is satisfied another one occures, I know that from myself and from plenty of people so it's just a cheese chasing game of satisfying needs and getting temporary pleasures, even this sheer fact alone makes me not want to play this game.
Sure I've had some fun, some "adventures" but all of them were temporary.
People who are against suicide are hypocritical, not that I advocate for it but human brain is CLEARLY problematic, even if the things that used to give you pleasure stop giving you pleasure after a while, or less than before, and let's say they still do, so the point is to distract yourself with them until death? That sheer fact is depressing as fuck.
Not even talking about the fact that society cannot give us a meaningful logical reason to live beside "work until death" or stupid religious dogma.
Then I'm insane for not wanting to play a psychological game that can't be winned, you motherfuckers are the crazy ones.
Non existence is better than even the most "pleasurable" things.

 

[FuneralCry]

Your feelings are understandable, I personally don't see existing as being something appealing at all, I see everything that humans do as being meaningless and insignifcant distractions from the fact that death is inevitable, existing is tedious and burdensome to me.

And the problem is how other people refuse to accept that not everyone sees existence as being desirable, they are the insane ones calling wanting to die an "illness", I mean how could it be insane wishing for death when we are all going to die anyway, people act like death is a terrible thing but it's simply unavoidable and I certainly see it as always being preferable to not-exist. Non-existence eliminates all needs and problems that were completely unnecessary in the first place, I see existence as being completely futile.