Almost 25 and going no where fast. I think I've seen enough. Sick of the ups and downs. I wish I had never existed but it's too late for that now. Gonna ctb once I get paid in a few days not going to a hospital again where it doesn't help I've been to quite a few of them.
No car , no friends no partner. Unloving narcissistic family which imprinted upon me making me a shitty resentful person , gonna check out before I have kids and try my best to create a sentient being with a better life than I had just to immensely mess them up like my parents did to me.
It's not their fault they were probably like me at this age and they weren't given proper tools. I'm not scared of the unknown or the dark anymore preventing the inevitable. Nobody will miss me when I'm gone it'll just add to my family's victim complex and poor social standing. I was probably born to do this.
No car , no friends no partner. Unloving narcissistic family which imprinted upon me making me a shitty resentful person , gonna check out before I have kids and try my best to create a sentient being with a better life than I had just to immensely mess them up like my parents did to me.
It's not their fault they were probably like me at this age and they weren't given proper tools. I'm not scared of the unknown or the dark anymore preventing the inevitable. Nobody will miss me when I'm gone it'll just add to my family's victim complex and poor social standing. I was probably born to do this.
