SterileMoth
Who knows man
- Jul 9, 2020
- 74
I'm so tired.
He really just lied to my face, again and again. I have tried so hard to fix things. I have spent SO much energy on him, and he just keeps making up bullshit. He fucking sucks. I only want him and he is a total piece of shit. Fuck this. Fuck everything.
I was supposed to call my doctor today to get on a higher dose of meds, and something for anxiety because I keep having panic attacks and waking up having panic attacks and I feel like I haven't actually had a full sleep in so long. The call glitched, he called but my phone just wouldn't pick it up. I tried calling his office back and they assured me that he would call back in a few minutes if it didn't work, and it didn't happen. So the call that I woke up early for, that was supposed to help, didn't happen.
I'm so tired of feeling like this.
He really just lied to my face, again and again. I have tried so hard to fix things. I have spent SO much energy on him, and he just keeps making up bullshit. He fucking sucks. I only want him and he is a total piece of shit. Fuck this. Fuck everything.
I was supposed to call my doctor today to get on a higher dose of meds, and something for anxiety because I keep having panic attacks and waking up having panic attacks and I feel like I haven't actually had a full sleep in so long. The call glitched, he called but my phone just wouldn't pick it up. I tried calling his office back and they assured me that he would call back in a few minutes if it didn't work, and it didn't happen. So the call that I woke up early for, that was supposed to help, didn't happen.
I'm so tired of feeling like this.
