scharlachrotsan
シャルラッハロート - Scharlachrot
- Jun 14, 2023
- 35
last night, i fell asleep but didn't dream, yet i remembered every second. it was just black. i didn't think, i didn't see, it was just peaceful and calm. i interpret this as what death would feel like assuming there's no afterlife and we just stop existing. i wouldn't CTB just to feel it again but it was enjoyable. i'm no longer scared of the uncertainty of the afterlife.