Not your typical goodbye.

[APharmaDestroyedLife]

Thank you to everyone on the forum. I have decided to fight out the rest of this horrible disease until it's natural conclusion.

I wish you all wellness, health, and recovery.

I will now be self banning. To be clear I am not ctb'ing . I just need to focus on as much positive as I can and try to enjoy the good days I have rather than wondering if I should just end it.

To all the youngsters. Life can be beautifull , sometimes it doesnt seem that way, but please, no matter how dark the hole you're in, keep fighting, there is light, there is hope, there is recovery.

I hope those of you who are suffering from a disease , or a drug related injury will choose to fight.

One day, we will all be one, someday I will see you all on the otherside.

Take care of each other, and don't give up.

 

[Darkhaven]

Oh man! Thanks for your words!
I will fighting against Essential tremor for as long as i draw breath but your words do give me some strength!
I hope you enjoy what life still has to offer you despite the pain you feel!
See you around!

 

[luna666]

I hope you find a way to get the peace that you need. Take care!

 

[less than]

I didn't follow all of your posts, yet I wish you all the best wherever your life will lead you.

 

[Oyoy]

You rock. Thanks for the wonderful words. Inspiration in the form of action is the best example.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Good luck. I admire your determination.

 

[tothemoon]

This made me happy to read! I'm of the first variety. Nothing terminal just a situation i see no way out of.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I'm glad you chose to keep on living. I wish you the best on what's coming to you. Hugs!

 

[Empty Smile]

Good luck. I hope things look up for you in the years ahead.

 

[hershberger]

Beautiful post. Thank you, and I wish you the best in everything.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Life can be beautifull , sometimes it doesnt seem that way, but please, no matter how dark the hole you're in, keep fighting, there is light, there is hope, there is recovery.

I wish I could agree with you about this, but unfortunately I do not think that this is true for everyone. Regardless, I admire your courage for making the choice to keep on living until you die naturally. It takes a lot of thought and strength to make this decision, regardless of which option you choose, and then stick with it. Good luck to you.

 

[Sensei]

I'm sad to see you leave, but I'm happy that you've found the will to keep on living. Take care of yourself.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I admire you for fighting the good fight. I hope you're able to find some peace and solace.

 

[voyager]

Hello APDL,

I'm sorry, but I missed your thread. Good to know though you're ok more or less, and I'm glad it wasn't to ctb. Not sure if you still receive these messages, but wish you all the best. We will indeed all end on the other side, so we might as well make the most of it while we're here. I remember our talk about nostalgia months ago and do understand where you're coming from.

Take care of yourself and good luck. See you on the other side someday.

PS: There is indeed always (some) hope.