Not understanding why people see existing as desirable

[brokenspirited]

I cannot understand how anyone could ever view this disgusting, futile existence as something desirable when all that existence truly consists of is endless suffering, endless harm, and endless torture imposed without any escape. It's so cruel, so utterly repulsive how we're trapped and forced to endure the horror of being conscious in an existence that only consists of pain and torment, with no purpose other than to suffer and decay until we inevitably cease to exist anyway.

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

Some people are genuinely happy, they wake up everyday and do what they want to do. My friend is like that, perfect life, perfect family. But you're right, existence is disgusting and painful for me. Even with all your ducks in a row, I can't imagine why you would want to simply exist. There's always something painful right around the corner. Life is dull and tragic, boring a lot of the time. I imagine it takes a lot of effort to enjoy life, but hey people do it. There's really no point to this existence, I guess some people spend it plotting to die or building a life.

 

[Dejected 55]

Some people are getting what they want from life. Other people are getting what they think they want. Whether true or from obliviousness, these kinds of people can be very happy the way things are. That makes it tougher for the rest of us who see the world a little differently, and we are not getting what we want or need from life.

 

[Galam]

All the people who bullied me have a better life because they have friends, they have health/beauty and money. They will never think as we do, they believe they deserve their luck and many of them breed out of narcissism. Life is very easy for them, because many people want that they succeed. While women like me are bashed downwards their whole life for anything and called parasite. I don't want to CTB silently. These people are a evil spawn and they damage not just me but other vulnerable people too. They spread lies about us and say we are just mental ill so they can give us toxic drugs so we become more ill. And they actively create homeless people and ill people because otherwise the middle-class sh/theads lose their purpose. From our pain they generate the money that they invest then in their life quality, in their home, cars, travel places and so on.

None of them give us money and care assistance or bodyguards (some need protection against men) or house and access to traveling, see something good from this world and enjoy life. They just abuse and don't change. Many or all of the normal people are just nazis who had the luck to be born among rich parents and with health, so it is really easy for them to be happy about their life while others suffer.

We need compensation and they try to not give it to us. I was born a lower class woman, with disabilies and never had any support just because others exclude me for my face. They should feel my pain and all the pain of thr women who are damaged by them. Valerie Solanas and Audrey Hale are victims of them too. Or this woman in Hamburg who was lastly in the news, she attacked with a knife some people on the train station. Or this transwoman in america who shoot into a church.

These are my heros. I am so happy when they start to attack normal people who just try to go to their jobs in patriarchy and erase the spawn of them too, because there are no innocent normal people/parents. I hope victims start to attack psychiatrists and other mental health workers explicit too. We have nothing to lose I wrote mi wish to some pro-psychiatry organizations in germany too. They should get what they deserve.

Nobody needs them and they just make our lifes so bad. If they want to make us mentally ill, they should get their crazy illness. They should lose all their money and burn finally.

 

[princexhhn]

Just like they don't understand us, we don't understand them either I suppose