SeekingRelief
Member
- Aug 16, 2024
- 20
I thought that finding this place was maybe a sign that I could finally find some peace, but...it feels like I just started another journey of pain in a way. I just want to sleep and enter a never ending dream. I'm just so tired.
I truly felt things were looking up in a way. I already had OTC antiemetic, antacids, and pain killers readily avaliable to me due to previous medications I had to take/pain from my cramps, but the 1 thing I need to finally just sleep was the SN.
I just want to go peaceful and not wake up. I don't want to make a fuss and I don't want to feel pain. Yet, being in the US, it's like I'm being punished for just wanting to sleep.
I've contributed nothing to society that matters anyway and that's not going to chance as I get older, so why does the world want to make it so hard for me to wipe myself clean from it?
Every time I think I've found a possible vendor for the SN and get even a glimmer of hope, I get hit with the "we'll only sale to businesses or laboratories, etc", and truly, I just can't understand it.
In my head, it's been that constant annoying mantra from the John F Kennedy. All of my fellow USA dwellers should know: "Ask not what your country can do for you, ask what you can do for your country."
Well, what I can do is make space for someone who actually would benefit society.
I just want to sleep...why is that so wrong?
I truly felt things were looking up in a way. I already had OTC antiemetic, antacids, and pain killers readily avaliable to me due to previous medications I had to take/pain from my cramps, but the 1 thing I need to finally just sleep was the SN.
I just want to go peaceful and not wake up. I don't want to make a fuss and I don't want to feel pain. Yet, being in the US, it's like I'm being punished for just wanting to sleep.
I've contributed nothing to society that matters anyway and that's not going to chance as I get older, so why does the world want to make it so hard for me to wipe myself clean from it?
Every time I think I've found a possible vendor for the SN and get even a glimmer of hope, I get hit with the "we'll only sale to businesses or laboratories, etc", and truly, I just can't understand it.
In my head, it's been that constant annoying mantra from the John F Kennedy. All of my fellow USA dwellers should know: "Ask not what your country can do for you, ask what you can do for your country."
Well, what I can do is make space for someone who actually would benefit society.
I just want to sleep...why is that so wrong?