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Kat!

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For a few weeks I've been struggling to think of what to post, just now I've been sitting at my computer for maybe an hour.
I've scrapped about 10 posts, 20 some comments, I don't know maybe I'm just so unironically uninspired.

I guess this kinda describes my life, I'm in limbo.
My mom has been improving but she's still ignoring me, I need to get a job soon but I can still stay here for some time.
When we start talking again I'll go down the street and get sn, I just need to get out of here now.
 
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One foot in the grave
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All I can muster is the lowest permissible forms of venting.

Edit: shit. Jealous you can get SN! Still, I'm always worried now bad it will be. I worry it can be really bad
 
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Kat!

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Sep 30, 2020
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All I can muster is the lowest permissible forms of venting.

Edit: shit. Jealous you can get SN! Still, I'm always worried now bad it will be. I worry it can be really bad
Yeah. I try not to worry about it anymore.
 
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One foot in the grave
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Yeah. I try not to worry about it anymore.
I get sad about it still but I see myself moving that way too. With all the frustrations of the difficulties authorities put in place for mehods, I'm left with anger, actually, that we're left with really difficult options
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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the powers that be don't want people getting off of their tax farms.
 
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It's what it feels like alright. The politicians are sitting on the button and choosing pro-life for some reason or another,and I'm amazed they're not concerned enough with their mortality to do the right thing. Edit: sorry I don't want to derail another thread!
 
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You don't have to post anything, just be a lurker for a while till you get some inspiration
 
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I also never know what to post. I posted my last thread a long time ago. I just don't have any questions anymore and I feel uncomfortable venting on the forum.

I wish everyone could get SN as easy as you. :ahhha:
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Hang in there, Kat!
Your posts/threads are never boring. I'm in a limbo too but working for some hours (again) is helping. Also, quitting alcohol was a wise decision.

In spite of that, I'm very suicidal and just wanna disappear but well, I guess people like us will always feel like this to some extent.

Wish you the best and whatever happens remember, you deserve to be at peace!

Hugs and love
 
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Kat!

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Sep 30, 2020
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Hang in there, Kat!
Your posts/threads are never boring. I'm in a limbo too but working for some hours (again) is helping. Also, quitting alcohol was a wise decision.

In spite of that, I'm very suicidal and just wanna disappear but well, I guess people like us will always feel like this to some extent.

Wish you the best and whatever happens remember, you deserve to be at peace!

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Thanks a lot, I love reading your posts when they pop up.
You've been a wonderful member on here and I hope you may find your peace too.
Depression is just a bitch sometimes lol.

And thank you sadworld. You're always welcome to post on here from me but I know it can be stressful.
I was surprised they sell sn so close to me lul.
 
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enuff

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Sep 10, 2020
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I also never know what to post. I posted my last thread a long time ago. I just don't have any questions anymore and I feel uncomfortable venting on the forum.

I wish everyone could get SN as easy as you. :ahhha:
@sadworld, venting is what this place is for! just be sure to use the Venting tag. :hug:
 
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@sadworld, venting is what this place is for! just be sure to use the Venting tag. :hug:
it's weird, I feel a bit awkward venting too. Which thread to hijack? Or make a new one? Maybe there needs to be a sticky thread for free spirited venting
 
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Ghost2211

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There is no pressure to post. If you just want to read that is perfectly ok. I've changed my posting patterns due to circumstances as well, but we are still here.
 
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