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mixerrr001
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- Nov 1, 2020
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Ok guys.
Here is my story : t... in school was bullied as fuck. U know . Only alcohol helped me. All my friends was the same poor guys and girls who was bullied or have big problems in family alcoholism drug abuse extreme poverty. I am from country where people die for a bottle of vodka or even pair of shoes. 30 euro month salary.
Left school without ending HIgh School. Even i was best in my class i didnt care and it was extreme hard. I start smoking 2 pack of ciggarts day and drinking alcohol. Not beer but vodka.... actaully i was much healthier to get 100-150g vodka then 3l of beer. Well everything is damaging your health after all.
But i found some online game. it was .... just wonderful i spend 8 years playing this game. Isolation in my house 5 years.... I met much people in this game.. I met my 1st GF,,,, when i was 24... my 1st sex. She left me after all .. called me autistic :) But doesnt matter. Doesnt matter. this game saved me from drugs. From Misery. From self hard . From dirty street full of dangerous people. It gave me best nights raids and pvp... it brain damaged my brain in good way. i have schizoaffectibve bipolar. Borderline. High anxiety but when i am in mania i feel better then on heroine and any drugs . i feeling my self god and universe.all english i ever learn from this game. YEs i am from Kazahstan /
Guys listen to me i understand some of you are unable to enjoy life.. some dont have legs hands.. some dont have house of family ... i understand I CANT GIVE A DVICE TO THIS PEOPLE I CANT EVEN IMAGINE WHAT ARE U DEALING ...
But listen to me i never had a father.... my grannies only who supported me and because of them i still alive... Pls listen to me people who have some money. who just depressed or really have anhedonia and cant enjoy anything. Pls check out games... some music.... Pls leave tyhe palce where u live.. GO for psychodelics.. If ur really cant enjoy life...
CLONAZEPAM>>.... CLONOPIN guys.. iwas shyt as fuck it took me 7 years to say to one girl i love her.. This drug Damaged my brain beyond repair... Iwithdrwaal is horible i already spend 3 years laying in my bed. just because i choose to look at life with sober eyes but GUYS... i had a DREAM I HAD A DESIRE TO live last my 5-10 years sober and then i start it again but for you WHo want ot suicide just try it.. on this drug.. my scoial anxiety went away. I litereally pick up girls anywhere even had sex 2 times. and i can tell you for sure i not look even any good. just trust me. if u lose ur hope so OBSESED WITH UR LOOK OR UR HAVE ANHEDONIA.. this drug if ur taki it like 2mg-4mg day... for 2 weeeks then ur noit take for 2 days ur go withdrawwal and ur serotonin dopamine become high due GABA is low and ur get euphoria simmilar to heroine injection non stop 24/7 i.... i felt no shame i felt what does it mean to be FREE from fear. to speak with people and not think how you look. To be Absolutely dope high and it jsut 2mg 4mg..... it WAY TO NOWHERE but ur still can try MAYBE I GONNA SAFE SOMEONES LIFES> PLEASE ALL GONNA DIE ANYWAY BUT MAYBE>.... it worth to try.. trust me clonopine best shit i ever done and anyone can find only 1 thing IMPORTANT it way to nowhere WITHDRAWAL ur will feel 100TIMES WORSE THEN BEFORE UR START IT my BRAIN ARE DAMAGED NOW.. I HAVE ELECTRIC SHOCKS insimnia for 7 days ur see HOW CRAZY I AM BUT I TOOK CLONOPIN AFte 2 years of withdrwal. I WANT GO OUTSIDE I WANT HUG PEOPLE LMAO I WANT EAT GOOD FOOD I WANT GET JOB I WANT LIVE I WANT TRAVEL WITHOUT MONEY GO OUTSIDE AND LVIE PLS GUYS...
SOMETHIGN ELSE MICRODOSING...... NOT REALLY MICRO BUT IF U HAVE US PASSPORT OR PASSPORT WHICH ALLOWS TO COME TO EUROPE OR U LIVE IN STATE WHERE IT POSSIBLE TO FIND PSYLOCIBINE MUSHROOMS GUYS PLS DO IT... BEFORE CLONAZEPAM ...... TRY PSACODELIC MUSHROOMS.. NOT LSD... MUSHROOMS....
SCLEROTIA TRUFFLES if you IN EUROPE UR CAN FIND IN NETHERLANDS OR BELGIUM OR GERMANY..
start from 2g dried mushrooms and even when ur hit tolerance.... ur still can consume like 3-4g every week. tolerance is reserved 14-20 days but i doing mushroosm every 1 week in does 3-4g i not hallucinate but i feel blessed, i enjoy walking i enjoy nature i feel conenction to nature i dont want to die i know i will die.. i know i suffering but PAIN KILLERS.... MUSHROOMS AND IF UR REALLY IT NOT HELP Maybe clonazepam as last hope.. pls BEFORE TRYING THINGS WHICH UR ABLE TO TRY DONT WRITE HERE SHIT SN .. YES YES YES.... FUCK UR SN.. IT AINFULLL ALL IS SO PAINFULL DANGEROUS... also ur wont bielive.. but clonazepam with even with fgkn SUBUTEX.......... knokicng me out on 30 houtrs, IF I CANT FIX MYSELF MAYBE I GOONAN GO ON THE TOP OF 50 floor take it ENJOY LAST BREATH NOT SHIT UR HERE WRITING BAGS>> SHIT I NOT GONAN DIE WITH BAG ON MY HEAD OR WITH SOME SALT i NAUSEA AND PAIN WORST SHIT UR CAN EXPERIENCE LAST YR HOUSE.. NOT I BETTER BLACK OUR AND CRACK MY HEAD ON MOUNTAIN ENJOY LAST SUNRISE THEN THIS SHIT>>> YES IT NOT FOR ALL SOME OCANT WALK BUT PEOPLE SOME OF YOU CAN SO PLEASE TRY TRY JUST REMEMBER I AM CRAZY BUT REMEMEBR PSYLOCIBINE.......... CLONAZEPAM AND IF UR SUFFERING FROM CANCR OR SOME THING PAINKILLER..... AND MAYBE UR CAN ENJOY NICE 5-7 years OF LIFE AND MAYBE SOEM OF UR TELL ME THINKS MAYBE NO IT DOESNT MATTER I WAS SLEEPING IN -35 at KRASNOYARSK WAS DYING IN WITH LONG INFLAMAMTION FOR 4 MONTH I WAS FIGHTING CUZ IF THIS SUICIDE ATTEMPT CLONAZEPAM TOOK ME OUT OF MIZERAY PSYLOCIBINE MADE ME WAKE UP AND I RLEALZIE WHAT WHOLE MY LIFE I WAS SLEEPY AS ANIMAL PSL GUYS 1 life abut ur can try all before posting here and reading ..... UR CAN DO IT ANYTIME.... BUT PLS MAYBE MAYBE I DONT SAY IT WILL BE OK FOR 50% even for 20 % but even if i can safe 5% of people who try clonazepam or psyclocibin psl try go doctor go black market Pls LIFE IS GOOD LIFE IS GOOD EVEN LAST MY month or year..... PLS GUYS >... ENJOY ENNOY AS MUCH AS U CAN BEFORE ur going forever sleep.
Here is my story : t... in school was bullied as fuck. U know . Only alcohol helped me. All my friends was the same poor guys and girls who was bullied or have big problems in family alcoholism drug abuse extreme poverty. I am from country where people die for a bottle of vodka or even pair of shoes. 30 euro month salary.
Left school without ending HIgh School. Even i was best in my class i didnt care and it was extreme hard. I start smoking 2 pack of ciggarts day and drinking alcohol. Not beer but vodka.... actaully i was much healthier to get 100-150g vodka then 3l of beer. Well everything is damaging your health after all.
But i found some online game. it was .... just wonderful i spend 8 years playing this game. Isolation in my house 5 years.... I met much people in this game.. I met my 1st GF,,,, when i was 24... my 1st sex. She left me after all .. called me autistic :) But doesnt matter. Doesnt matter. this game saved me from drugs. From Misery. From self hard . From dirty street full of dangerous people. It gave me best nights raids and pvp... it brain damaged my brain in good way. i have schizoaffectibve bipolar. Borderline. High anxiety but when i am in mania i feel better then on heroine and any drugs . i feeling my self god and universe.all english i ever learn from this game. YEs i am from Kazahstan /
Guys listen to me i understand some of you are unable to enjoy life.. some dont have legs hands.. some dont have house of family ... i understand I CANT GIVE A DVICE TO THIS PEOPLE I CANT EVEN IMAGINE WHAT ARE U DEALING ...
But listen to me i never had a father.... my grannies only who supported me and because of them i still alive... Pls listen to me people who have some money. who just depressed or really have anhedonia and cant enjoy anything. Pls check out games... some music.... Pls leave tyhe palce where u live.. GO for psychodelics.. If ur really cant enjoy life...
CLONAZEPAM>>.... CLONOPIN guys.. iwas shyt as fuck it took me 7 years to say to one girl i love her.. This drug Damaged my brain beyond repair... Iwithdrwaal is horible i already spend 3 years laying in my bed. just because i choose to look at life with sober eyes but GUYS... i had a DREAM I HAD A DESIRE TO live last my 5-10 years sober and then i start it again but for you WHo want ot suicide just try it.. on this drug.. my scoial anxiety went away. I litereally pick up girls anywhere even had sex 2 times. and i can tell you for sure i not look even any good. just trust me. if u lose ur hope so OBSESED WITH UR LOOK OR UR HAVE ANHEDONIA.. this drug if ur taki it like 2mg-4mg day... for 2 weeeks then ur noit take for 2 days ur go withdrawwal and ur serotonin dopamine become high due GABA is low and ur get euphoria simmilar to heroine injection non stop 24/7 i.... i felt no shame i felt what does it mean to be FREE from fear. to speak with people and not think how you look. To be Absolutely dope high and it jsut 2mg 4mg..... it WAY TO NOWHERE but ur still can try MAYBE I GONNA SAFE SOMEONES LIFES> PLEASE ALL GONNA DIE ANYWAY BUT MAYBE>.... it worth to try.. trust me clonopine best shit i ever done and anyone can find only 1 thing IMPORTANT it way to nowhere WITHDRAWAL ur will feel 100TIMES WORSE THEN BEFORE UR START IT my BRAIN ARE DAMAGED NOW.. I HAVE ELECTRIC SHOCKS insimnia for 7 days ur see HOW CRAZY I AM BUT I TOOK CLONOPIN AFte 2 years of withdrwal. I WANT GO OUTSIDE I WANT HUG PEOPLE LMAO I WANT EAT GOOD FOOD I WANT GET JOB I WANT LIVE I WANT TRAVEL WITHOUT MONEY GO OUTSIDE AND LVIE PLS GUYS...
SOMETHIGN ELSE MICRODOSING...... NOT REALLY MICRO BUT IF U HAVE US PASSPORT OR PASSPORT WHICH ALLOWS TO COME TO EUROPE OR U LIVE IN STATE WHERE IT POSSIBLE TO FIND PSYLOCIBINE MUSHROOMS GUYS PLS DO IT... BEFORE CLONAZEPAM ...... TRY PSACODELIC MUSHROOMS.. NOT LSD... MUSHROOMS....
SCLEROTIA TRUFFLES if you IN EUROPE UR CAN FIND IN NETHERLANDS OR BELGIUM OR GERMANY..
start from 2g dried mushrooms and even when ur hit tolerance.... ur still can consume like 3-4g every week. tolerance is reserved 14-20 days but i doing mushroosm every 1 week in does 3-4g i not hallucinate but i feel blessed, i enjoy walking i enjoy nature i feel conenction to nature i dont want to die i know i will die.. i know i suffering but PAIN KILLERS.... MUSHROOMS AND IF UR REALLY IT NOT HELP Maybe clonazepam as last hope.. pls BEFORE TRYING THINGS WHICH UR ABLE TO TRY DONT WRITE HERE SHIT SN .. YES YES YES.... FUCK UR SN.. IT AINFULLL ALL IS SO PAINFULL DANGEROUS... also ur wont bielive.. but clonazepam with even with fgkn SUBUTEX.......... knokicng me out on 30 houtrs, IF I CANT FIX MYSELF MAYBE I GOONAN GO ON THE TOP OF 50 floor take it ENJOY LAST BREATH NOT SHIT UR HERE WRITING BAGS>> SHIT I NOT GONAN DIE WITH BAG ON MY HEAD OR WITH SOME SALT i NAUSEA AND PAIN WORST SHIT UR CAN EXPERIENCE LAST YR HOUSE.. NOT I BETTER BLACK OUR AND CRACK MY HEAD ON MOUNTAIN ENJOY LAST SUNRISE THEN THIS SHIT>>> YES IT NOT FOR ALL SOME OCANT WALK BUT PEOPLE SOME OF YOU CAN SO PLEASE TRY TRY JUST REMEMBER I AM CRAZY BUT REMEMEBR PSYLOCIBINE.......... CLONAZEPAM AND IF UR SUFFERING FROM CANCR OR SOME THING PAINKILLER..... AND MAYBE UR CAN ENJOY NICE 5-7 years OF LIFE AND MAYBE SOEM OF UR TELL ME THINKS MAYBE NO IT DOESNT MATTER I WAS SLEEPING IN -35 at KRASNOYARSK WAS DYING IN WITH LONG INFLAMAMTION FOR 4 MONTH I WAS FIGHTING CUZ IF THIS SUICIDE ATTEMPT CLONAZEPAM TOOK ME OUT OF MIZERAY PSYLOCIBINE MADE ME WAKE UP AND I RLEALZIE WHAT WHOLE MY LIFE I WAS SLEEPY AS ANIMAL PSL GUYS 1 life abut ur can try all before posting here and reading ..... UR CAN DO IT ANYTIME.... BUT PLS MAYBE MAYBE I DONT SAY IT WILL BE OK FOR 50% even for 20 % but even if i can safe 5% of people who try clonazepam or psyclocibin psl try go doctor go black market Pls LIFE IS GOOD LIFE IS GOOD EVEN LAST MY month or year..... PLS GUYS >... ENJOY ENNOY AS MUCH AS U CAN BEFORE ur going forever sleep.