Not doing train method

[Steven88]

The train finally came by when i was scouting it, and it has that shovel thing making it impossible to to lay my neck on the rail. But the main thing is i was only a few feet from it and thats gotta be one of the scariest things ive seen. it just vibrates the ground 10x scarier than I thought. The only way you could ctb by train is 1. if its not near a crossing, 2. doesnt have that shovel thing at the front 3. nighttime and good hiding spot. 4. probably have to be drugged out

my only option now i guess is hanging suicide is much harder than i thought

 

[RepressedMind]

It's understandable, dying by train can be a terrifying experience. I hope the hanging method works for you and you find peace.
Side note: Why don't you try the SN method?

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

I tried it. SI kicked in like hell.

 

[Steven88]

It's understandable, dying by train can be a terrifying experience. I hope the hanging method works for you and you find peace.
Side note: Why don't you try the SN method?

Thank You, andi live with people and i dont want them to see a package but i might try it in the future if im still here

 

[Death.is.certain]

SI kicked in bad when i tried partial suspension also my shoelaces snapped when i tried on the psych ward, i got a chain rigged up to my pull up bar with a few metal climbing clips almost succeeded lastnight but again i panicked. I used pillows to step on and they slipped leaving me with the chain caught in my mouth

 

[WornOutLife]

Take a look at this experience, @StateOfMind . Any advice?

 

[gus.nixon]

Please reconsider doing the train method. It's not 100% effective. There have been many cases of people getting hit by trains and flying through the air and ending up with permanent disabilities afterwards.

 

[Mentalmick]

Please reconsider doing the train method. It's not 100% effective. There have been many cases of people getting hit by trains and flying through the air and ending up with permanent disabilities afterwards.

Yes, quite a few people get ragdolled.