
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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Non-existence truly is all I've ever wished for, it's all that's ideal as it's the eternal absence of suffering and harm. The fact that humans procreate in the first place is the most horrific tragedy as more than anything I wish I stayed eternally unaware, I wish I never existed more than anything, all that's perfection to me is never existing at all.
It's just so awful how humans force life here even know there was never a need for existence with nobody being able to suffer from never existing. To have the ability to exist is something completely unnecessary but also causes so much suffering, existence truly is an abomination and all that's desirable is to be permanently relieved from it, bringing life into this hellish reality certainly does cause nothing but harm.
In my case I don't want to suffer in any way and in existence there is endless potential to suffer, I just wish for nothingness, there's no point and value to being conscious and aware especially the peace of non-existence solves everything, death truly is the only relief.
I'd always prefer to not exist and see the eternity of an dreamless eternal sleep as preferable to suffering in this meaningless yet so torturous existence where chance so senselessly determines everything. It terrifies me how a human can potentially exist for so long, it's disturbing how one can suffer so much and feel such immense agony yet not die. I wish suicide is as straightforward as just choosing to never wake again, only eternal sleep can bring me peace, I only wish for this existence to disappear into nothingness.
It's just so awful how humans force life here even know there was never a need for existence with nobody being able to suffer from never existing. To have the ability to exist is something completely unnecessary but also causes so much suffering, existence truly is an abomination and all that's desirable is to be permanently relieved from it, bringing life into this hellish reality certainly does cause nothing but harm.
In my case I don't want to suffer in any way and in existence there is endless potential to suffer, I just wish for nothingness, there's no point and value to being conscious and aware especially the peace of non-existence solves everything, death truly is the only relief.
I'd always prefer to not exist and see the eternity of an dreamless eternal sleep as preferable to suffering in this meaningless yet so torturous existence where chance so senselessly determines everything. It terrifies me how a human can potentially exist for so long, it's disturbing how one can suffer so much and feel such immense agony yet not die. I wish suicide is as straightforward as just choosing to never wake again, only eternal sleep can bring me peace, I only wish for this existence to disappear into nothingness.