BeansOfRequirement
Behind the guilt was compassion
- Jan 26, 2021
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Going to stop my daily cooming since my penis is getting bent out of shape and is all inflamed and shit (daily death grips, no lube from age 12). Having this thread for others that also want to do this and for my/our accountability.
The rules are: no porn, only quick and gentle cummies when super horny or for general maintenance.
Expected effects are: increased penile health, sleep problems, public erections, fear, anxiety, getting extremely pumped up over the thought of ctb (has happened to me before when doing this, whilst trying to sleep I kept thinking (read: yelling) "OH FUCK YES I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF" in my head over and over, temporarily removing my anticipatory anhedonia), infections, ED and committing to suicide.
We'll/I'll report in here daily or something.
The rules are: no porn, only quick and gentle cummies when super horny or for general maintenance.
Expected effects are: increased penile health, sleep problems, public erections, fear, anxiety, getting extremely pumped up over the thought of ctb (has happened to me before when doing this, whilst trying to sleep I kept thinking (read: yelling) "OH FUCK YES I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF" in my head over and over, temporarily removing my anticipatory anhedonia), infections, ED and committing to suicide.
We'll/I'll report in here daily or something.