Nobody ever loved me

[DeathIsTheWayOut99]

I was picked on from elementary all the way to even fucking college. Nobody ever cared. I guess I was never meant to be loved

Its why I want to CTB. Maybe if I kill myself now I can be given a life where I got the love I always wanted. Nobody ever cared about me in this life, but in another life, it'll be different

 

[Good4Nothing]

Me too. You're not alone.

 

[waterbottleman]

I was picked on from elementary all the way to even fucking college. Nobody ever cared. I guess I was never meant to be loved

Its why I want to CTB. Maybe if I kill myself now I can be given a life where I got the love I always wanted. Nobody ever cared about me in this life, but in another life, it'll be different

I'm essentially the same but pile on top of that anhedonia, depression, etc.

 

[sadstuffie]

im sorry. i wish you didn't have to feel like that. :( you are loved

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

It sounds like you made it quite a ways in life, even to college. This suggests to me that you had quite a few people in your life who loved you. It may not have always been particularly noteworthy, but it was there. Parents who loved you enough to care for you to get you through school, feed you, etc.. Teachers who cared enough to educate you, write reference letters for you to get to college. Sometimes we focus so much on the gaps in our life that we forget to see some of the really small treasures.

 

[RedDEE]

I wish I could have known you in school. I would have been your friend.

I'm sorry you don't get the love you deserve. If I had some way, I would give you love. I would give you all the love.

I love you.

 

[Eren]

I understand you perfectly, I have not mattered to anyone other than my mother, not at school, or in high school or anywhere. Neither on a friendly level nor as a couple, the few IRL "friends" I have do not value me at all, I have always been a shit for everyone.

 

[Meditation guide]

What if we all, all of us unloved and unlovable ones, got together. Would we all be loving kind and supportive? Would we fill in what we have lacked for one another?

Or would we all slink away from each other to our own corners of misery? And ignore each other?

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Can relate, I feel like I have some kind of negative aura or something making me unlikable to people. I don't understand what I do wrong but I feel unloved.

 

[throwaway123]

Can relate, I feel like I have some kind of negative aura or something making me unlikable to people. I don't understand what I do wrong but I feel unloved.

same here man

 

[melp]

I was picked on from elementary all the way to even fucking college. Nobody ever cared. I guess I was never meant to be loved

Its why I want to CTB. Maybe if I kill myself now I can be given a life where I got the love I always wanted. Nobody ever cared about me in this life, but in another life, it'll be different

Maybe I don't think so as usual. Maybe you are just struggling with SI and suffering terribly from it. If I had been more courageous, maybe I would have bought a ticket, flew over to you, and we'd cut our veins and arteries together or suffocated with some gas. But I'm hikikomori.

 

[Jblack]

I understand what you are saying. I was never part of any group, never asked to get together with anyone. Today we don't call it being picked on, it is bullying. I hope those who got a laugh at the expense of the feelings of others feel really good about themselves. For me to make things worse, I never felt wanted at home. I always felt like I was staring through a window looking at other people live their lives. No wonder I have depression and anxiety disorder.

No mater how your life has been though, here you will always be able to find those who care about you and your feelings.

 

[not_ready]

me too...

 

[ritsulover]

Same. Was always alone, never get used to it.

 

[Ghost2211]

Everyone is loved here

 

[Ybother]

What if we all, all of us unloved and unlovable ones, got together. Would we all be loving kind and supportive? Would we fill in what we have lacked for one another?

Or would we all slink away from each other to our own corners of misery? And ignore each other?

I honestly wouldn't know what to do. Like, I had a guy who genuinely liked me and I screwed it up with paranoia and mood swings. I don't deserve love because I wouldn't appreciate it. Its one of the most painful feelings in the world.