Nobody cares if I jump

[fallingleaves]

That's the ultimate realization. That's the last thing to wrestle with.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm sorry that you don't have support in your life. I think people can care on an more removed level. Suicide is the ultimate indicator that someone has suffered in their life. I believe there are still genuinely empathetic people that feel sad about that. People can also be troubled on a more selfish level. They don't want to be exposed to the reality that some people suffer that much. They don't want the trauma of seeing it either.

 

[fallingleaves]

I'm sorry that you don't have support in your life. I think people can care on an more removed level. Suicide is the ultimate indicator that someone has suffered in their life. I believe there are still genuinely empathetic people that feel sad about that. People can also be troubled on a more selfish level. They don't want to be exposed to the reality that some people suffer that much. They don't want the trauma of seeing it either.

Please help me

 

[Forever Sleep]

Please help me

I wish we could help you. Do you think you are still open to someone helping you? What would help do you think?

 

[fallingleaves]

I wish we could help you. Do you think you are still open to someone helping you? What would help do you think?

I'm open. People say I'm not open but I am. But you have to be patient with me. I don't know what would help. What would help is for the cruel people in my life to make amends and help me directly. But they're cruel. So they don't.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm open. People say I'm not open but I am. But you have to be patient with me. I don't know what would help. What would help is for the cruel people in my life to make amends and help me directly. But they're cruel. So they don't.

I guess you have to asses whether it's possible for these people to change. How reasonable and open they are to hear your perspective and where they may have hurt you. I think it's sometimes possible but then some people will likely never change. So, it's almost like we have to seek for family outside of family- in friends etc. It's disappointing. It's not always possible either. It can be equally disappointing to realise you can't really rely on others either. Still, it seems worth trying if that's something you still want.

I suppose I feel like that towards suicide in general. If there are still life pursuits we want- we may as well try all we can to pursue them before opting for suicide.

 

[_soulless_]

I care. I feel for you <3

 

[Subhumano]

You are lucky in a way, at least you can just end it without any guilt

 

[thatrandomlineguy]

If you still want help, Pm me and I will listen, I understand how much it hurts.

 

[wtg]

I'm sorry that you don't have support in your life. I think people can care on an more removed level. Suicide is the ultimate indicator that someone has suffered in their life. I believe there are still genuinely empathetic people that feel sad about that. People can also be troubled on a more selfish level. They don't want to be exposed to the reality that some people suffer that much. They don't want the trauma of seeing it either.

Nobody gives a shit about others, they just dont want to be traumatized