thetwilightzone
Specialist
- Jul 14, 2018
- 307
Life can be great for some but even then it ends. I'm sitting here typing this hoping to get a social connection with someone on this forum but eventually, no matter how well this post is written, it'll all be washed away.
The problem with life being meaningless is that the bullshit you have to endure makes it worth even less. You're going to die in the end so what's the point? Why not just "cut your losses".
Humans say we are the smartest animal but in all honesty, we really have it the worst of both worlds. We have consciousness at a level which makes us uniquely aware of the horrors of existence (and even conjure up imaginary ones with the fear of an eternal hell, a concept we can't understand yet fear). However this is completely useless because we are still slaves to our biological desires (sexual desire, sex differences, intelligence) which actually makes me prefer to any other animal in the animal kingdom, predator or prey.
This is particularly obvious when it comes to suicide. For all the amount of touting that humans give themselves for being able to be rational, we can't allow someone to kill themselves because we of evolutionary adaptation to avoid death and the death of others (some can but most don't). Just a bunch of B.S.
I don't care if someone calls me "selfish/whiny/lazy/entitled/childish/immature". They can call me all the names in the book but in reality, I know for myself this life isn't worth it. People will greatly condemn your suicide IRL and online but they will not put a SINGLE cent in paying your rent, food, luxuries. They can fuck off as far as I'm concerned.
I don't doubt that life can be spectacular for some people but unfortunately for me, that isn't the case. I'm about to be homeless and no one will give me even the most basic minimum wage job. People have signs in life that something is going right whereas I have the opposite. This is a sign that I have to give up.
The problem with life being meaningless is that the bullshit you have to endure makes it worth even less. You're going to die in the end so what's the point? Why not just "cut your losses".
Humans say we are the smartest animal but in all honesty, we really have it the worst of both worlds. We have consciousness at a level which makes us uniquely aware of the horrors of existence (and even conjure up imaginary ones with the fear of an eternal hell, a concept we can't understand yet fear). However this is completely useless because we are still slaves to our biological desires (sexual desire, sex differences, intelligence) which actually makes me prefer to any other animal in the animal kingdom, predator or prey.
This is particularly obvious when it comes to suicide. For all the amount of touting that humans give themselves for being able to be rational, we can't allow someone to kill themselves because we of evolutionary adaptation to avoid death and the death of others (some can but most don't). Just a bunch of B.S.
I don't care if someone calls me "selfish/whiny/lazy/entitled/childish/immature". They can call me all the names in the book but in reality, I know for myself this life isn't worth it. People will greatly condemn your suicide IRL and online but they will not put a SINGLE cent in paying your rent, food, luxuries. They can fuck off as far as I'm concerned.
I don't doubt that life can be spectacular for some people but unfortunately for me, that isn't the case. I'm about to be homeless and no one will give me even the most basic minimum wage job. People have signs in life that something is going right whereas I have the opposite. This is a sign that I have to give up.