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[CTB Dream]

This see many think metaphysic think explan thing sign etc out many exp only few luxk that allll this universe gamble flow no more thing this tell you truth ,say sign sign counci think oh great thing only see betray all betray universe wat get only injury damage betray wat get out space time universe say no stay, this exist all nonsensic only bod6 fleah nothing more human try cope create legendary story self cope cope injury damage wait death wait that all ,this life cruelty universe betray me species betray me

 

[FuneralCry]

I view life as being such a terrible concept and all that life is, is just a meaningless and insignificant cycle of suffering that exists for no reason and we have to pay the price all because others decided to selfishly procreate.
It's such a cruel mistake how life even was able to evolve and allow such torture to be experienced by existing beings. The fact that chance determines everything in life means that some people will inevitably suffer more than others and of course continuing to exist is the ultimate risk as there is no limit as to how much we can suffer as long as we stay here. Non existence will always be the preferable option to me as I view existing as being something harmful and disturbing, it makes sense to wish to not delay the inevitable and avoid as much torment as possible.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I think the human condition is a very tragic one. We seem to exist on separate levels. We have the many different workings of our brains and our bodies and we are tiny flecks in a universe we really don't understand but desperately want to.

I find it quite horrific that some people seem condemned to witness their own minds and bodies fall apart. Not only the physical pain but the awareness that it's happening. I have had relatives that have suffered strokes and it's so cruel to see them struggle to get back the part of them that has been lost. I really relate with what you said- that their bodies and the universe has betrayed them for doing nothing wrong.

I don't know. It seems very hard to find any way of justifying it all. I honestly would prefer it if there isn't some divine creator or plan behind all this because I know I'm never going to get my head around it. I'm sorry you are suffering so much.