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darkwater

Experienced
Apr 17, 2021
245
I got up at three o'clock now I look at the clock five hours later and I can't tell what I did for the last five hours. Is anyone else like that?
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,019
Bad memory?
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,761
It happens to you every day? I feel like I'm in a loop, barely have any energy.
 
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Rairii

Rairii

Is it necessary?
Nov 27, 2022
133
I feel this. It confuses me a lot, even the days are this way for me. One day it's Monday and the next it's Friday and I'm confused how I got there. I'm guessing it's just my brain dissociating and the fact that I'm doing absolutely nothing and have nothing going on.
 
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Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
2,105
Yeah, wth even is that? I have it, too.
 
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Scythe

Lost in a delusion
Sep 5, 2022
536
Sometimes, usually what happens is I look back at an event and think it's like a year ago but it's actually 3 month ago. Or it's I feel like it's already been 5 hours and it's only been 2.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,298
I've been like that for decades Lsd overuse in my teens and Accutane warped my brain.
 
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epic

epic

Enlightened
Aug 9, 2019
1,813
You mean you literally don't remember things (as in memory issues) ?
 
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disorder

disorder

Member
Jan 10, 2023
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same… specially since last week as i overdosed with lorazepam just to kind of pass out for some hours (i fucked up my sleep schedule and i don't remember anything)
 
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vultureilse

vultureilse

ready to go, just waiting for the right time!
Dec 31, 2022
145
same. and i have dpdr and a fucked up sleep schedule so they dont really help with my messed up perception of time
 
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nonutscera

nonutscera

Member
Jan 10, 2023
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Anyone else feel like COVID really messed up their perception of time. Like 2021 was a couple years ago and 2020 was like decades ago for me. It's so weird to think about.
 
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jamie_

Specialist
May 21, 2022
334
waking up and it being dark outside takes a few seconds for me to process whether it's because it is too early or too late.
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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Anyone else feel like COVID really messed up their perception of time. Like 2021 was a couple years ago and 2020 was like decades ago for me. It's so weird to think about.
For me pre-COVID years seem much closer. I can remember exactly what I was doing in late 2019.
 
Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
590
I've always been like that.
 
Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,733
Sounds like you're losing time due to stress. I get this way when I am suffering through extreme depression and/or anxiety. Rumination spirals resulted in me losing awareness of pretty much anything besides my ruminations, making time feel simultaneously fast and slow. I remember getting locked in these spirals only to realize hours later when I had an appointment that I had essentially spent hours staring at a wall.
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
If you live in your head it's hard to keep measure of references to reality. Internet helps because I can see the times of things/chats I replied to. My memory is shockingly bad though and I repeat myself.
 
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Piki

Piki

_( ^ ᴗ ᴗ^) ᶻ ᶻ ᶻ
Dec 2, 2022
10
有时我在想,我是否一直沉浸在过去的反刍和妄想中,感觉时间的节奏被无声地打断了,因为我一直在脑海中重温我已经经历过的事情(有时这样的活动发生在我没有意识到的情况下,但它们确实占据了一定的时间)?
 
clueless2dayor2morro

clueless2dayor2morro

Member
Feb 19, 2021
41
yeah, i feel like my memory and ability to plan things is getting worse. and it doesn't help that i have these expectations of having good memory in order to interact with people and not upset them or make them feel unimportant sucks. and not only that, but feeling unproductive because i'm so stuck and put way too much time in my feelings that i can't seem to break from. too much pop therapy and too much expectations really hurts me.
 
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SeeminglyFine

Mixing pills with potions under the smoke alas
Jan 2, 2022
83
Adhd meds followed by a google search made me realize the correlation between dopamine levels and time perception.
paradoxically my time perception was worsened by the meds, probably cuz i took a lot, and the rebound withdrawal probably played a big role,
found myself checking the calender to see what month this is..
 
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TapeMachine

TapeMachine

perpetually confused
Jan 12, 2023
402
Adhd meds followed by a google search made me realize the correlation between dopamine levels and time perception.
paradoxically my time perception was worsened by the meds, probably cuz i took a lot, and the rebound withdrawal probably played a big role,
found myself checking the calender to see what month this is..
In general, people with adhd have difficulties perceiving time. This is usually referred to as "time blindness." Meds do not tend to improve this issue.
 
UseItOrLoseIt

UseItOrLoseIt

1O'8
Dec 4, 2020
2,217
Where times stops, boredom starts. Infinity... The infinity that makes you constantly watch at a clock because you ask yourself "How much longer will I have to keep up with this?" Forever my friend. You better get rid of all your clocks. It's a false sense of safety. Boredom will suck up your minutes, days, years like a lollipop.
 
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5417807

5417807

Dumb Dog
Jan 11, 2023
76
I used to keep track of time with cigarettes but It's so bad atm that my two waking up cigarettes (one when I wake up and one about an hour after) takes me now sometimes 3 hours to have because I keep loosing time sitting staring at the wall. It really sucks
 
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H.O.Xan

Experienced
Feb 1, 2023
278
I lose track of activities, time day etc. idk how it happens tho
 
Archness

Archness

Defective Personel
Jan 20, 2023
481
Yeah. The only "Real" moment in my life feels like the one I'm experiencing at that time (a lil ahead/behind). Looking as stuff/things I did in the past feels a little like it was done by someone else. I don't really like looking at what I wrote at the past due to that... I'm so separated.

Yeah, lossing sense of time and disasociating from myself. Not a good combo.
 
cielherpes

cielherpes

being silly
Mar 24, 2023
16
i feel like that constantly, i can stay up on my phone at 11pm and suddenly it's 5am, my memory is just as bad, it's been hard keeping things up because of my lost sense of time, i feel you
 
Illidan77

Illidan77

╰━≪ - ≫─╯
Nov 22, 2022
121
lol the same.. i use app 'Save my time', and now 'Simple time tracker' that pop up so you put what you've been doing.. but lately the app seems not working or i might messed up my phone settings.
 
Jaqen H'ghar

Jaqen H'ghar

Member
Mar 31, 2023
64
Medications could do that.
My reference: https://www.aarp.org/health/drugs-s...ion-these-10-drugs-can-cause-memory-loss.html

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Sluggish_Slump

Sluggish_Slump

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Mar 29, 2023
300
Time is weird.
 
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