amelis

amelis

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Dec 11, 2022
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Last new years I got my drink spiked. In 2021 I got stood up and cried my make up off.
This year I watched a movie and no one except my mom cared enough to say anything. Loneliness is crushing me and it feels so fucking pathetic. I hope you guys enjoyed it more than I did
 
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Givenuponlife

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Jul 6, 2022
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Wrong. I wish you a happy new year, for what it's worth from a stranger.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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Happy New Year Celebration GIF by Faith Holland
New Year Nye GIF by Bells and Wishes
 
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amelis

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LookingOverTheEdge

LookingOverTheEdge

Hello Darkness my old friend
Jul 13, 2020
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Last new years I got my drink spiked. In 2021 I got stood up and cried my make up off.
This year I watched a movie and no one except my mom cared enough to say anything. Loneliness is crushing me and it feels so fucking pathetic. I hope you guys enjoyed it more than I did
Right there with you. Almost identical circumstances. Well I wasn't wearing makeup :). Loneliness is a killer, trust me I know.
 
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amelis

amelis

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Dec 11, 2022
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Right there with you. Almost identical circumstances. Well I wasn't wearing makeup :). Loneliness is a killer, trust me I know.
I'm sorry that happened to you too :( I hope this new years was better for you :))
 
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Pandabeer

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Dec 31, 2022
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Happy new year @amelis!
 
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LookingOverTheEdge

LookingOverTheEdge

Hello Darkness my old friend
Jul 13, 2020
356
I'm sorry that happened to you too :( I hope this new years was better for you :))
I'm alone watching Netflix documentaries. Gripping stuff I know! I did have a friend invite me over, which is nice and all, but I didn't want to bring their night down when I'm the wrong headspace y'know?
 
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Wannagonow

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Nov 16, 2022
379
Yes. Loneliness sucks. As usual, it's my dog and I tonight. Also as usual we will NOT be watching those stupid countdown shows or the ball drop. Sorry your situation is what it is. I wish things were different for you. I wish you a Happy New Year. I hope you find some peace.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Happy New Year 🎈❣️🎈❣️🎈
 
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Brokensaddle

Brokensaddle

Student
Sep 28, 2020
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Happy new year 🥳
Your not alone, I feel you as I'm on my own too
 
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jamie_

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May 21, 2022
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happy new year, OP! i love your profile pic btw it is sooo adorable
 
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ThatStateOfMind

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Nov 13, 2021
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Last new years I got my drink spiked. In 2021 I got stood up and cried my make up off.
This year I watched a movie and no one except my mom cared enough to say anything. Loneliness is crushing me and it feels so fucking pathetic. I hope you guys enjoyed it more than I did
I feel ya, my gf left me so I'm all alone on New Years, and my mom also is the only one who talked to me (besides a few friends). For what it's worth, I hope you have an amazing New Years!
 
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leaf23

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Dec 12, 2020
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Happy new year @amelis! 🎉 If not this particular first day of the year, I sincerely wish you joy, peace and satisfaction in whatever path you take the rest of the new year ❤️
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
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Happy New Year to @amelis and all here on SS and a Special 'wuff wuff' to Old Man Frankie 🐺👍
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,187
There's nothing 'happy' or positive about a new year starting. It confuses me why people are on suicide discussions in the first place when they see this as all being so happy, no they are just denying and invalidating the cruel reality of this existence. A new year starting is such a dreadful thing as all that we are destined for is to suffer. But it must be painful dealing with loneliness, it really is such an awful existence where all this endless suffering continues to exist. I just hate the fact how I've managed to exist for yet another year and how I'm sadly still here.
 
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amelis

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Dec 11, 2022
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There's nothing 'happy' or positive about a new year starting. It confuses me why people are on suicide discussions in the first place when they see this as all being so happy, no they are just denying and invalidating the cruel reality of this existence. A new year starting is such a dreadful thing as all that we are destined for is to suffer. But it must be painful dealing with loneliness, it really is such an awful existence where all this endless suffering continues to exist. I just hate the fact how I've managed to exist for yet another year and how I'm sadly still here.
I agree that there's nothing positive about it. But people around me don't share the same opinion. It just made me feel left out and lonelier than usual :(
Loneliness sucks ass ugh
 
rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
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Happy New Year to @amelis and all on SaSu.
 
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newbie87

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Jul 15, 2022
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Last new years I got my drink spiked. In 2021 I got stood up and cried my make up off.
This year I watched a movie and no one except my mom cared enough to say anything. Loneliness is crushing me and it feels so fucking pathetic. I hope you guys enjoyed it more than I did
Have new year to you!!!!! 💗💗💗💗
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
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Last new years I got my drink spiked. In 2021 I got stood up and cried my make up off.
This year I watched a movie and no one except my mom cared enough to say anything. Loneliness is crushing me and it feels so fucking pathetic. I hope you guys enjoyed it more than I did
No--Went out to a bar with a friend last night, a hundred people there--But I left before midnight because there's really nothing to celebrate anymore
 
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☆AwaitingEntropy☆

☆AwaitingEntropy☆

Snuffing the Light Out
Nov 6, 2021
208
May this year be kinder to you than those in the past. I hope everyone on SaSu can experience moments of kindness and peace in this upcoming year.
 
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Sadgirldaisy

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Dec 26, 2022
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Happy new year ❤️ I hope this year is kinder to you
 
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