Venting no one wants me to stay LOL

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i make my intentions obvious, i state my plans, cry for help, whatever it may be; absolutely nothing happens. everyone i've ever been close to knows what's going on, my family knows what's going on, bht no one actually cares. people only show me kindness out of pity, but they never show actual care when it matters. everyyone just dips when i need them most, i don't really have anyone. somekne you know is going to die, i don't know how everyone is so indifferent about it. they're only indifferent because it's me, they go crazy if anyone else is going through something. i'm thr least valuable, it's so horrible.

having a breakdown on a friday afternoon is so lame someone pls kill me

 

[telekon]

Same