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goodoldnoname923

goodoldnoname923

Wanting to find peace
Mar 28, 2024
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I can't get people to understand no matter how hard i try…people just undermine me call me dramatic tell me to deal with shit…people don't understand how painful this is for my how much stress it causes me…how i have literal panic attacks jolts twitches or even whenever i try to do anything i think of them

How my heart yearns for them not just romantically but as a companion as a friend…for their attention and I haven't had that for an extremely long time and its soul destorying and i'll never ever get that back

I can't do this anymore and people wont ever fucking understand until its too late but even if they did what can they really do…aleast try to support me ig idrk…
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

No chances to be happy - dead inside
Nov 25, 2021
3,558
I can't get people to understand no matter how hard i try…people just undermine me call me dramatic tell me to deal with shit…people don't understand how painful this is for my how much stress it causes me…how i have literal panic attacks jolts twitches or even whenever i try to do anything i think of them

How my heart yearns for them not just romantically but as a companion as a friend…for their attention and I haven't had that for an extremely long time and its soul destorying and i'll never ever get that back

I can't do this anymore and people wont ever fucking understand until its too late but even if they did what can they really do…aleast try to support me ig idrk…
I'm sorry for your suffering and that people aren't understanding and invalidate your struggles and feelings.

I hope the best for you.
 

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