Venting No one irl cares

[bladeeluvr444]

Today I tried speaking to my mom about how I feel and she basically ignored me :') I have no one irl besides my mom who I trust, no friends nothing so this hurt a lot. Every single time I bring up not feeling okay mentally or even speaking about wanting to die no one listens ever It's like talking to a wall at this point It definitely makes me want to ctb even more

 

[TheHolySword]

I understand this. Last time I talked to someone irl about this kind of thing was about a year ago. My mom just asked me if I I was gay after I explained my feelings while in tears. I stopped talking to anyone about anything after that.

 

[bladeeluvr444]

I understand this. Last time I talked to someone irl about this kind of thing was about a year ago. My mom just asked me if I I was gay after I explained my feelings while in tears. I stopped talking to anyone about anything after that.

That's horrible, i'm so sorry <3

 

[ushina_mashi]

I get that, when someone in my apartment building has offed themselves all my mother said was such a pain and burden it was for her and other neighbors, unfortunately some people might never treat it seriously.

 

[TheLastGreySky]

Today I tried speaking to my mom about how I feel and she basically ignored me :') I have no one irl besides my mom who I trust, no friends nothing so this hurt a lot. Every single time I bring up not feeling okay mentally or even speaking about wanting to die no one listens ever It's like talking to a wall at this point It definitely makes me want to ctb even more

People are pretty shitty. They seem to love you only when you're convenient to them. I'm sorry you're going through this.

I understand this. Last time I talked to someone irl about this kind of thing was about a year ago. My mom just asked me if I I was gay after I explained my feelings while in tears. I stopped talking to anyone about anything after that.

Wow... That's just... Gawd, I don't think anyone could even intentionally say anything so devaluing of your emotions. Like an existential crisis that you were explaining shouldn't be turned into something about who you're attracted to.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Person A: "Hey, Person B, are you okay?"

Person B: "Well actually, to be honest, I'm not feeling so good."

Person A: "Eew! You're being so negative! I'm cutting you off."

Person A: "Wait... did Person B just kill themselves? Oh my god! This is a tragedy! Did I miss the signs?!?"