No one cares about me and it’s one of the main reasons why I want to die

[Dipie197]

I'm tired and sad. No one ever texts me anymore. No one really seems to want to talk to me. I've lost most of my friends and I think that number just keeps increasing. I am incredibly alone. I feel even lonelier when to comes to the romantic aspect, absolutely no one likes me, and I'm pretty sure no one ever will. Sometimes guys pretend to be gay as a fucking joke and it drives me insane. There are no gay men. There are no women who would ever find me attractive. Being pansexual is actually another reason why I want to end it all. I hate it here.

 

[BBBB]

I have no friends or family; no one cares about me either so I completely understand! You're not alone!

 

[eg0deathf0rsure]

It's always a punch to the gut when you lose friends - but if they left they probably weren't the best friends in the first place. Instead of looking at people that have gone, maybe you could try to look at the friends you still have. Also worth reaching out to make sure that people are ACTUALLY disinterested in you instead of your brain's confirmation bias. But if it is true and nobody cares about you right now, I hope you manage to stick around long enough for that to change. Just because there's nobody here now doesn't mean there never will be.

Anyways uh I know nothing about romance but I wish you luck. You would have to be the most unlucky person in the world to be absolutely undateable lol.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I lost everyone in my family over the past 4 years. I don't have any friends, either. I'm completely alone every day and do everything alone. I have been completely alone since my mom passed just over two years ago. At this point, there is not one person in this world who loves me, and let me tell you, that's a really strange feeling, since I was very much loved, especially by my mom. I feel like a person who has no world and no place in it. There really isn't a place in it for me anymore. I know I can't go on like this. It is simply too much. Hell, I was thinking that even prisoners in solitary confinement have more interaction with people than I do, whether it's the person bringing them food, the occasional guard checking up on them, whatever. The only interactions with people I have is when I have to go to the store and have a brief encounter with a checkout person. I can certainly relate to the OP's position. This solitary lifestyle I've been thrust into is certainly one of the biggest reasons why i have to go.

 

[LastFlowers]

Also worth reaching out to make sure that people are ACTUALLY disinterested in you instead of your brain's confirmation bias.

I guess the argument could be "why doesn't the other party ever do the reaching out".

But in some scenarios you could certainly have a point.
It just hurts excessively when you do reach out and their disinterest becomes all the more apparent.

Even more so when you actually risk being serious and honest, telling them that "No, I am not okay", and they seem to willfully ignore that sentiment too.
Really hammers the apathy home.
Especially when you see them go above and beyond for others who are in much more privileged positions.
Salt in the wound.

 

[eg0deathf0rsure]

I guess the argument could be "why doesn't the other party ever do the reaching out".

But in some scenarios you could certainly have a point.
It just hurts excessively when you do reach out and their disinterest becomes all the more apparent.

Even more so when you actually risk being serious and honest, telling them that "No, I am not okay", and they seem to willfully ignore that sentiment too.
Really hammers the apathy home.
Especially when you see them go above and beyond for others who are in much more privileged positions.
Salt in the wound.

All of this is absolutely true. There's plenty of cases where people just don't care about you, for one reason or another. It can't be helped. But it's always worth interrogating your own perceptions because there's a distinct difference between a your own percieved isolation and a physical one. I would never mean to imply that it's not something that happens, but it's also just as important to make sure you have the facts straight before you start to consider the big question of if you wanna die or not. Dying is a big decision and I think decisions should be made with the most accurate information you have at a given time. Thank you for pointing this out and I'm sorry to hear about your own isolation. I hope that manages to change even if it seems pretty unlikely in current circumstances.

@LastFlowers Wait no I misread something. Oh my gosh I'm sorry I said something I confused you with the other user in this thread I can't read. Well I don't know if you're isolated or not fhdkshghfsjdkdjh maybe you are!! I am going to sit in the lacking perception corner.

 

[stermc]

I do have some friends who care about me, but they don't always text me or anything. I simply understood that everyone is minding their own business. But it sucks when you are the friend who is always reaching out. Friendships are built by two people. I am usually the friend who reaches out and cares a lot, and people usually just let me go as if I mean nothing. It makes me mad because I know I am a good friend, but it also makes me doubt myself. I feel like I will never be accepted or fully loved by someone - not even the ones who go through similar things as I do.
It's hard, because I love being there for people. With all my heart. But no one is ever going to do the same for me.

 

[FireFox]

Big virtual hug

It such a shame in this advanced age of technology, medicine and civilisation human beings still can not accept an individuals sexual orientation and have prejudices towards other people's sexuality.

The problem with society is society doesn't care for the outsiders and marginalised people of this world. We live in a poisonous world where everyone is expected to conform if not that individual becomes hated by society, people in their community and the world. Then the same piece of sh*t society has the audacity to to be surprised when an individual decides to kill themselves.

Sometimes in our loneliest moments we find ourselves. Not having strong friendship groups throughout my life taught me how to adjust to being alone, to speak up for myself and the confidence to say society can go f*ck themselves and to go it alone.

Big hug from Firefox

 

[FuneralCry]

After all, people can certainly be very disappointing and I believe that so many of them just create more suffering. That is just the way that people are so of course it's best to be alone but it must be painful dealing with so much loneliness. The reality is that it's certainly such a cruel world we exist in where so many people suffer all through no fault of their own. It really doesn't surprise me that lots of people wish to ctb.

 

[Sadgirldaisy]

I just wanted to say you're not alone and I'm sorry you're experiencing this

 

[The anhedonic one]

Completely alone here. Everyone in my family has passed away, except for my sister who wants nothing to do with me because I am clinically depressed.
All my so-called friends have gone. Nobody wants to stay around a depressed guy for long.
No romantic partner.
Nothing.
I hate this time of year: families and couples everywhere, outside in the sun. Reminding me even more of this lonely existence.
So sorry you are suffering too.
Loneliness is brutal.

 

[gulp]

you are not alone