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Goldie

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Sep 6, 2018
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If you need to go ASAP I think jumping or hanging are the most reliable. You can hang yourself by tieing the rope to a door door knob and putting it over over the top of the door.

You say you are on the 3rd floor - are there floors above you? You could break in and jump.

Good luck!
 
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Pan

Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
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As a fellow sufferer of epilepsy (idiopathic), I hear you and feel your pain. Don't despair. What meds are you currently taking? As for epilepsy, anxiety go hand in hand with the disorder, given that you don't know when the next sucker punch (seizure) is coming.
 
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Feb 10, 2020
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A Few EDITS (also just realized this post was old, oops!):
From my experience with MULTIPLE attempts (seriously too many to count, its effed up I am still here, some say it was a miracle...TBD), you will not succeed if anyone is in that house. It has to be better planned. I am so sorry. I know how much this sucks. I know you have your mind set up. But I can also tell you, if you don't succeed, waking up is awful (for me anyway) - well for anyone who has been caught and then has to go into a psych ward. It's really SUCKS to fail. Although there was a time I was glad I failed.

Anyway, Idk what other options, and what you're willing to do. But figured I'd warn you if there is the slightest chance someone will catch you. Unless your method is quick. And with such short notice, you'd need to combine multiple methods - maybe some sedating drugs and alcohol; bag over head, taped tight around neck and then very quickly tape your hands up, if possible to avoid pulling the bag off.

And if you need to talk, please dont hesitate to reach out!
 
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Pan

Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
913
My method is quick (hanging). I live in a big house and have a tenant who works full time. I won't get caught, but I thank you for your concern. I plan for on doing it in the spring. no matter what happens, I cannot help but lament my past and cry for myself, decades later. Going through abuse, I was all I had and become my mother, father, my brother, my sister. Being very bright in a family of stupid, thick necked bullies didn't help. The rage and anger within me is still palpable, still live no and breathing.
 
LonelyCat

LonelyCat

Member
Feb 10, 2020
6
My method is quick (hanging). I live in a big house and have a tenant who works full time. I won't get caught, but I thank you for your concern. I plan for on doing it in the spring. no matter what happens, I cannot help but lament my past and cry for myself, decades later. Going through abuse, I was all I had and become my mother, father, my brother, my sister. Being very bright in a family of stupid, thick necked bullies didn't help. The rage and anger within me is still palpable, still live no and breathing.

Hi Pan, Sorry, I am new to this forum and I thought I was responding to the OP. Regardless, many things still apply. I am so sorry you're hurting and struggling. I know how it feels to be alone with no support. I've always thought about and attempted hanging but couldn't follow through.
 
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Pan

Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
913
A Few EDITS (also just realized this post was old, oops!):
From my experience with MULTIPLE attempts (seriously too many to count, its effed up I am still here, some say it was a miracle...TBD), you will not succeed if anyone is in that house. It has to be better planned. I am so sorry. I know how much this sucks. I know you have your mind set up. But I can also tell you, if you don't succeed, waking up is awful (for me anyway) - well for anyone who has been caught and then has to go into a psych ward. It's really SUCKS to fail. Although there was a time I was glad I failed.

Anyway, Idk what other options, and what you're willing to do. But figured I'd warn you if there is the slightest chance someone will catch you. Unless your method is quick. And with such short notice, you'd need to combine multiple methods - maybe some sedating drugs and alcohol; bag over head, taped tight around neck and then very quickly tape your hands up, if possible to avoid pulling the bag off.

And if you need to talk, please dont hesitate to reach out!
Yes, wrong posting...sorry about that.thanx for your solidarity nevertheless. For me, full suspension is the way to go.
 
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