FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,920
No matter what existing will always be only suffering and that is undeniable, I'd always prefer to not exist than to be waiting to die in this cruel and futile existence but of course only never existing is true perfection.
Existence itself is the true problem as it's the source of all suffering, it's such a horrific, disturbing tragedy how life even exists at all, it disturbs me how there is no limit as to how much an existing being can suffer, the amount of sensesless cruelty and endless suffering in this world is absolultley horrifying.
Because of this only those who no longer exist are fortunate to me, there's nothing desirable about having the ability to be tormented endlessly in an existence that causes nothing but harm. All that's desirable to me is the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten about, I only wish for non-existence, to exist means to suffer so unnecessarily all while risking experiencing much worse suffering at any moment.
I wish to cease existing as all suffering is unacceptable and best avoided no matter what and existing could only ever be suffering. To have the ability to exist is something very hopeless with existing beings doomed and destined to suffer, as after all existence is nothing more than a cycle of endless suffering that so cruelly and tragically continues to repeat once new life is so harmfully forced here. Existence truly is so evil and so repulsive, there's nothing appealing about suffering for decades in this meaningless existence just to be tormented by old age and die anyway.
Existence itself is the true problem as it's the source of all suffering, it's such a horrific, disturbing tragedy how life even exists at all, it disturbs me how there is no limit as to how much an existing being can suffer, the amount of sensesless cruelty and endless suffering in this world is absolultley horrifying.
Because of this only those who no longer exist are fortunate to me, there's nothing desirable about having the ability to be tormented endlessly in an existence that causes nothing but harm. All that's desirable to me is the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten about, I only wish for non-existence, to exist means to suffer so unnecessarily all while risking experiencing much worse suffering at any moment.
I wish to cease existing as all suffering is unacceptable and best avoided no matter what and existing could only ever be suffering. To have the ability to exist is something very hopeless with existing beings doomed and destined to suffer, as after all existence is nothing more than a cycle of endless suffering that so cruelly and tragically continues to repeat once new life is so harmfully forced here. Existence truly is so evil and so repulsive, there's nothing appealing about suffering for decades in this meaningless existence just to be tormented by old age and die anyway.