I would like to know how I could soften the SI p no matter how much I want to die I'm afraid, I would need an extra trigger, I don't know I think I should do something to "force" myself to die I don't know..
I certainly understand that it's so dreadful feeling trapped in this existence, it's like the survival instinct just exists to prolong suffering, I really wish there's a straightforward way to just permanently escape, I imagine that many who managed to leave had access to a method that they felt confident in and they just got so determined to be gone. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you are searching for.
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